Regret

CHAPTER 12.

One more day alone without my friends. Why this thing called mother didn't even let me go there? What is wrong with her? In order to spend a little time without beeing so bored, I went on Internet and searched about collages, dorms and frat houses in Greece. I didn't find something for frat houses but only for dorms. It's better to live in a dorm because frat house cause a lot of mess. But dorms will be okay as long as you have a nice roommate.

My mother tried to convince me to study in Greece because here things are not so good and most of the people here are dangerous. I still can't get why she thinks that everything and everyone around me are dangerous! I just wanna live my life as a normal teenage with friends and madness.

After searching for my future on Internet I turn the computer off and head to my closet. I open the cabinet and starring for a while all my clothes. I have so many and most of them must be thrown away because I do not use them anymore. I have bought new ones and I like them more than my old ones. Purple long skirts and yellow long t-shirts are now the worst combination of clothes. Skirts to the ankle were the only type of skirts I have ever wore. Only once I wore a dress and they were making fun of me. But, right now, I really don't care what anyone would think about what I'm wearing even if what he's thinking is a nice or bad thing.

'Megan, you have to do the dishes because I ain't gonna be at home until very late tonight' my mother's telling me. It's not something new. 

'Okay, I'll do it later because I am sorting  my clothes out' right now' 

'Your clothes are okay, you don't need to change for anyone' she's trying to convince me.

'I need to' I snap.

'Don't snap at me, okay? I am your mother and I am the one to snap at you' she fights me. I am so bored at her.

'Duuh okay, just leave me alone.' 

She leaves my room and after two or three minutes I hear the front door closes. Thank God she left and I will be all alone until very late tonight. I go to the kitchen and wash all the dishes. It only took me 30 minutes. Last time it took me about an hour. 

I hear my phone vibrating and run over it and Monica's name is on it. Someone remembered my existence.

'Hello' I answer.

'Babyyy. How are you, I missed you' Monica sounds so happy.

'I am fine, Moni, how about you?' I ask her.

'I'm having such great time. I wish you were here with us!' she whines. 

'But I am not' I remind her.

'Yes! Oh, I have some news for you!' she tells me sounding a bit worried.

'News? What happened?' Something happened to Liam?

'I don't know if you like it or not but Liam said something about you to his friends!' 

Oh! What?

'I have some news for you too. But tell me what did he tell?' she just stays silent for a while.

'Well, he just told them that you were so old-fashioned and all you wanted was to catch everyone's attention and all you did was being nice, something that's is super ridiculous, because nice words are not always coming from nice people. Anyway, he also told them that you managed to to what you wanted and you changed your style and now you are much better but you still have some things that you need to fix.' My heart breaks. Tears are coming down without even noticing. Oh, no.

'He is such an asshole' I say through my whines.

'You don't need to cry for him, sweety. He doesn't deserve you.' she reminds me and I nod forgetting that she can't see me.

'You are right' I say having no idea if I mean it.

'Now, it's your turn to tell me. I hear you' Where does she find so much energy and happiness?

I told her that I talked to Zayn about her and he was so excited because he had the same feeling for her. I didn't tell her any details because I wanted to tell her when she is back from the school trip. It's not a issue that must be discussed on the phone. This is an important issue.

She was so happy when she heard the news so she ended the call to let Ella know what's going on. I was so happy to see her happy because she always do her best to make me feel better when I am down. Now she can't because she is not here but when she comes back I'm pretty sure that she will try to solve my own problem first and then she's gonna see what she will do with her own which practically it's not even a problem.

Zayn also called me today but we didn't talk a lot because he was waiting for Niall. I really dislike this guy! Why does he always need to appear from nowhere? I wanna some time with my friend, can I have it? Okay, he was friend of hims before me but still, I am his friend too. I'm not gonna end up fighting with people that don't deserve my attention.

Liam is one of them but I won't stop fighting for him. I love him. And I will do whatever it takes in order to make him understand.

[ 12 chapter. That's it. Not the best one but I try my best in every chapter. Ermm, if you read it let me know at the comments below. I have nothing else to say, so bye :)! 1ddremerrxx xxox]