When two broken hearted meet's

Chapter 12

Timothy's POV

Habang naglalakad kami papunta sa dagat para hanapin sila hindi ko maiwasan ang mapatingin sa kanya napaisip tuloy ako,bakit kaya siyang lokohin at ipagpalit she has everything,what a guy asking for more? She's pretty damn perfect,smart what should they ask for more? Damn.

I don't know but i just need to speak what's on my mind right now.

"So..who is the lucky guy?" I spoke. Tumingin siya sa akin at medyo nagtataka siya.

"Who is the lucky guy that you loved before?"

"What do you mean lucky guy?" She asked.

"The one who broke your heart, he's so lucky to haved you but he's an asshole. Youre perfect but look what he did to you he messed up bigtime."

"A-andrius vergara." Oh . Man youre such a dickhead!

"I heard you shout he's name at the seaside when we first met." Yeah, i heard that name before but i forgot so i asked her again.

Bahagya siyang tumawa pero yung tawa niya hindi tawa ng masaya,she's still hurt that much i can see in her eyes damn how can you hurt the woman na walang ibang ginawa kundi ang mahalin ka. Damn. so i know what she feels right now we are at same situation right now. Fvck.

"So narinig mo mga lahat" oh men i remember that i lied before.

"Im sorry i lied,you want to talk about it? I'm here to listen." I said . At ikinatango naman niya.

"We Were in collage when we first met, first year Actually. i was walking when we bumped each other nagsorry ako but he didnt,shempre gusto ko magsorry din siya pero he just walked away And then isang araw sinamahan ko si ramram to visit he's father at the cemetery hindi ko inaasahan na doon ulit kami magkikita, he was sitting on the grass while looking at the gravestone and then suddenly i saw him crying. Nilapitan ko siya para iabot yung panyo pero hindi niya yon tinanggap he even shouted on me 'leave me alone' at agad namang lumapit si ramram sa akin at hinila ako pabalik doon sa puntod ni tito, sabi ni ram sa akin wala daw nakakakausap sa kanya maliban sa mga kaibigan niya dahil sobrang cold niya sa ibang tao at ang dahilan ay namatay ang babaeng mahal niya dahil sa aksidente." She stopped.

Then i looked at her she's wiping her tears. Oh no baby don't cry. Shit. Shit. What to do. I put my both hand on her cheeks and put my tumb to wipe her tears, i just dont want to see her crying but she need to let go of the past. Maybe if she's done telling me her broken story maybe i should open up to her too. And then i let go of my hands umupo kami sa bench na di kalayuan sa beach at natatanaw mo parin pati ang windmill the view was so very nice. Yeah.

"And then after that scene in the cemetery i didnt see him for 2 weeks, pero isang araw bumisita ulit kami ni ramram sa cementeryo then i saw him there sitting But he's not crying anymore. Lalapitan ko sana siya pero pinigilan ako ni ram sabi niya wag na daw pero nagpumilit ako kaya ayon pinayagan din ako, i seated beside him shempre hindi siya nagsasalita dahil cold siya sa ibang tao so i do the talk. Kinausap ko siya na okay lang mawawala rin ang sakit pero bigla nalang siyang nagalit he said 'leave me alone i dont need your fvcking advice' tumingin siya sa akin i can see anger on his eyes so i stand up and run away to ram. After a week ram invited me to a party hindi ko naman alam na bar party pala at noong araw na yon mukhang kailangan ko ng pampawala ng sakit na nararamdaman ko dahil yun yung araw na nag away sina mama at papa at muntik na silang maghiwalay."tinignan niya ako at ngumiti pero hindi abot sa mata, nginitian ko siya pabalik. I dont want that smile baby i want your happy smile not the pain one.

"Pagkadating namin sa bar humiwalay ako kay ram dahil gusto kung mapag isa at buti pumayag siya. Sa bar counter ako pumunta omorder ako ng ibat ibang klase ng vodka dahil hindi ko naman alam yung mga klase ng drinks kaya yung mga naririnig ko na sinasabi nila yun yung inoorder ko napaka ignorante ko. kase naman im not drinking that was my first time Hanggang sa di ko na kinaya nahilo ako naramdaman ko pang may sumalo sa akin bosses pa lang alam ko na. He's cursing that time diko nga namalayan na binuhat niya ako papunta sa kotse niya doon kami hanggang sa mahimasmasan ako he buy me coffee i dont know but i find it sweet, Until dawn we stayed on his car then one thing happened..." Damn she stopped again. What are you trying to say baby spill out damn youve lost your virginity to him? For pete sake youve just met him hindi mo pa siya nakikilala ng lubos youve just gave that so easy? Shit. Yan yug sinasabi ng utak ko i want to say but i dont have the right ,I was back in reality when he tapped my shoulder.

"Should i continue?" She asked innocently. Ofcourse i want to know what happend next.

"Yes,please" i pleaded i was holding my breath damn mamamatay ata ako.

"T-then he just took my first..." i cut her i cant control my feelings
Right now i want to punch that fvking andrius damn him! My heart was beating so fast.

"Your first?"

"He just took my first kiss."

What? Did i heard it right? First kiss ? Damn ! I thought it was shit im just thinking too much.

"That time i dont know what to do, it was my first kiss but in the end i just pushed him away and slapped his face" oh. thats nice baby.

"You did?" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong ko.

"Yup, ayukong nababastos ako" i smiled, aw. Youre so innocent baby, thats why i like you.

"Then what's next?"

"Ayun he's pleading after that, he even gave me a peace offering kaya nagtaka at nagulat lahat ng mga students imagine the cold man has already melted beacause of me hanggang sa inamin niya na sa akin na hes falling na sana im willing to catch him raw hanggang sa liigawan niya ako at pati parents ko niligawan niya kaya ayon boto sila sakanya, after a month naging kami na,hatid sundo niya ako sa bahay, hanggang sa grumaduate kami naging busy siya sa business nila busy rin ako dahil sa work ko kaya nawawalan na kami ng time para sa isat isa. Hanggang isang araw i was so preoccupied that time and  i need coffee just to make me occupied at pampatangal narin ng stress then i was on the front of that coffee shop then i saw him having coffee with other girl i called him asking where he is,im praying that he would say the truth but he lied he said he's in a business meeting proposal then i saw him cuddling with the girl and the girl was leaning on his shoulder it is still part of business proposal pa ba yon? Diba hindi na, kase hindi naman ako tanga para hindi maramdaman na he's cheating on me, and that was the first time i cried over him." I can see the tears in her eyes. Fvck that guy ! He's an asshole damn! I encircle my arms on her shoulder to allow her from crying.

"Hush.. it's okay baby im here now." What the hell did i just said? Damn my tounge slipped. Then she look at me our eyes met Oh. No, is she angry? Agad niyang tinanggal yung kamay ko.

"What did you just said?" She asked

"Ah.. its okay im here, i said" at tumango lang naman siya,I though she heard it clearly. Damn i feel like im sweating right now.

"So what did you do after you found out that he's cheating on you?"

"Kinulong ko yung sarili ko sa kwarto iyak lang ako ng iyak tapos kumatok si mama shempre ayukong makita niya na umiiyak ako kaya sinabi ko na lang na masama ang pakiramdam ko at nong time na yon hindi ko inaasahan na pupunta siya sa bahay,he bought me foods and medicine and he gave me a boquet of roses, hindi ko alam pero bigla ko nalang siyang napatawad ganon ko siya kamahal inisip ko na lang na business partner niya talaga yung babae. Pagkatapos non hindi na siya nagparamdam nagtext lang siya na mag a-out of the country siya kasama family niya pero nakita ko na naman siya sa mall may kasama na namang iba, pero hinayaan ko lang hanggang sa sunod sunod na yon at hindi ko na namamalayan na pagod na pagod na ako hanggang sa hindi ko na talaga kinaya so ive decided na makipagbreak. that was my first heartbreak and tangina ang sakit sakit." Umiiyak na sabi niya at nabigla ako sa ginawa niya she hug me she's crying on my shoulder, i hug her back.

"You know what you dont deserve that fvcking guy, he's such a idiot for hurting you. You dont deserve him you deserve someone better, yung lalakeng hindi ka sasaktan at mamahalin ka higit pa sa pagmamahal mo sa kanya" i know im not good in advice pero lahat ng sinabi ko totoo malay niya ako pala talaga yung deserving para sa kanya at kapag nangyari yon gagawing ko siyang reyna ng buhay ko gaya nila mommy at ate.

"Sana nga pagdating ng araw na yon hindi na ako masasaktan, pero ayuko na ulit magmahal lalo na kung mayaman dahil kapareho lang niya sila." As tears fall on her eyes, baby im not like him.

"Huwag mo naman sanang lahatin dahil pati ako niloko rin." Seryosong sabi ko sa kanya. Tinignan niya ako nagtugma ang mga mata namin peri agad niyang iniswas ang kanyang mga mata sa akin.

"Sana nga iba ka talaga sa kanila" tipid niyang sagot

"How can i ease the pain that he caused?" I asked

"STAY" I dont know but uppon hearing that word i feel like i am so very happy and found myself smiling widely. And my heart is beating so fast damn. Im already into you baby.