Too Much That it Hurts

Linger by my side

Readerdeul, I want to make it clear that Tiffany is NOT falling for Sooyoung.

She was just feeling mad because of Sooyoung and Jessica's relationship. She loves her BFF like a sister, that's why she doesn't want Jessica to get hurt. Tiffany and Taeyeon are just additional character here. But I make Tiffany's role important because I made Jessica suffer a lot in this story :") and I kinda want someone who faithfully standing by her side. For the love quarrel, I can assure you that it will only been between Soosica, Yoona, and Yuri.

Hope you okay with that :3

Happy reading!

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“Okay, class. I think the lesson for today is enough.” Mr. Yook, the music teacher, said to us.

The class was currently learning some practical lesson to play some instrument in the school studio. The students were now sitting on the studio floor facing the stage where Mr. Yook was standing next to the grand piano. He then looked at his watch.

“But I think it is not yet the time for lunch break.” He placed his palm under his chin. “How about… having a student perform with this piano to waste our time?” He asked the student.

The students got excited and quickly shout Sooyoung’s name repeatedly.

Jessica’s POV

“Sooyoungie!”

“Please let’s Sooyoung play, Mr. Yook!”

“Sooyoung! Sooyoung!”

“Play a song, Sooyoungie…”

The class gets energetic with the request for Sooyoung. I hear some students clap and shout at her name here and there.

I hate that.

No matter how hard I tried to ignore her presence, to erase her from my mind, I forgot that all attention is always centered to her. Everybody loves her. Everybody wants her. She’s every teacher’s favorite. She’s every student’s idol. She is the school’s sweetheart.

And I hate how everybody feels like owning her.

I hate that the most.

“Sooyoung, would you mind?” Mr. Yook looks at her while smiling endlessly, which only replied by an okay sign and a charming smile from the latter. I smile that I don’t want to see.

There are moments I loved her smiles. It was when she smiled only at me before. I love those smiles that it gave me butterfly effects in my stomach and great tremor in my heart every time I saw them.

And there are also moments when I hated her smiles. That was when she gave it to another people. It was when she had to reply all her fangirls or fanboys smiles or greetings. Or Yoona’s.

But now, no matter whom she gives those smiles to, I will always hate it. Even it is for me. I will hate it. I will hate it when she smiles. I hate it because it will kill me softly. It will make me drown more into her. And I hate to think that I won’t be saved if I’m drowned into them.

I see her walking through the sitting students to the stage. After some chit chat with Mr. Yook, she makes a position, sitting in front of the piano. In a couple of second, her fingers start to dance on the tuts and make beautiful harmony. And no matter I try not to look at her, my eyes and heart betrayed me. After some intros, she begins to sing the lyrics.