Hey, sorry I haven't updated a lot recently. I got super busy and I forgot how much better I feel after writing these so hopefully I'll be writing a lot more now.
I just have this happy personality and a sad soul in one body. It feels weird sometimes.
There will be times where I feel legitimately happy but no matter what the pain always returns again.
There's nothing I can do to stop it.
I've tried everything.
My happy personality comes out sometimes. I'll be so happy and laughing so hard I fall over but eventually I return to a state of hurt.
Nothing can keep my happy self out for long. She always retreats eventually. I wish she didn't but I can't really help it. There's nothing I can do.
I just want her to stay. But she always leaves. Just like you will when you realize that something's really wrong with me.
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Depressing One Shots
Ficción Generalthese are just a bunch of random one shots and a lot of them are really depressing so ya
