Me

Waking up

I get a sick feeling every time I wake up because I don't want to be awake and sleep is my escape from the cruel world's grasp. I never get enough sleep because I'm mentally tired, not physically. I never remember my dreams unless they happen when I'm awake later because the good dreams are too painful to remember because I know they'll never be true. I'm broken and yet I don't know what I would do if I was fixed.