Me

To M, Part 2

2. M:

"...but when you're third wheel it hurts... Especially when you were there first and get replaced all of a sudden I've known that bff for 8 years and only best to her house once that she's invited me you know how many times that new friend has been too many to count"

I felt like that last year since we only saw each other twice a week for about 20 minutes last year and even though you both say things like "she's mine" I sometimes feel like you both are just competing for the sake of winning and the other losing instead of because you really want to have my attention. I feel like a trophy because of it sometimes because you don't win because you like the trophy, you win because you want to see others loose and being the trophy hurts, not that I'll ever say any of this to anyone, but it does.