Me

Not Caring

Does anyone that tries to not care even know how fucking hard it is not giving a fuck about if you get run over by a truck and but caring what you do in life? You literally just don't care to the point you don't do anything, you don't eat, you don't sleep, you can't even think straight so you don't think, and all your want to do is care but you don't and eventually it's been so long since your cared that you forget what it felt like to care and it's miserable and you can't hello it because your funny know how to help yourself and you honestly just DON'T. CARE. enough to try to. You just don't give any fucks to the point where you just sit there and destroy yourself not giving a damn about who it affects or how it affects them and it's just so draining. It's not "cool" or "edgy" in any way and it just keeps getting worse but you don't even try stopping it and it just consumes all of you. You no longer care enough to do the things you used to love or see the people you used to hang out with all the time, or even get out of bed. You don't take care of yourself, mentally, physically, or emotionally and when it comes down to it no one can help you but yourself. You know this but your still don't care. You know you're in a downward spiral but you don't do anything to fix it because YOU DON'T CARE!! SO PLEASE TELL BE HOW COOL AND EDGY IT IS FOR ME TO NOT CARE. I DARE YOU. And no one will ever see this because I hide it away so I know someone will