Why Me

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Why is it

That I always feel happy

But once I feel happy

Something takes that happiness away?

Rips it from my heart and soul

Curses me with greed and jealousy

Makes my blood boil over

Makes my tears overflow

I don't know why this happens to me

Does anyone else feel this way too?

I don't know if I'm just being selfish

If my attention- seeking whoreable side wants to consume me

If my fears and my sadness want to drag me deep down into the depths of hell

My own little hell that can torture me on its own

Since it will know about my deepest and darkest secrets

Know what I hate and grieve the most

Will that happen? I'm not sure.

What my fate is, I do not know, but I feel it won't be happy.

Why do I feel this way?

Why me?

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