Nothing

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There's an empty void inside of me

When I think of crying, I can't cry

When I think of being happy, I can't be happy

I want to hide in the darkness forever

To sink into the lonely, deep, dark depths of my mind and soul

I don't want to feel anything
Yet I want to feel something.

I don't like this feeling, but I prefer it more than living my days, a sobbing mess of tears and sweat.

It hurts, but I'm too tired to feel the hurt

I should be worried, but I'm not.

I should cry, but I'm not.

I should smile, but I can't. I can't do it.

This exhausted state of mind is going to kill me, both inside and out.

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