Painful

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My hands tremble at the very thought

Dark energy, pulsing and flashing in my brain

Pain throughout my hands,
my feet,
my chest.

The pain is indescribable.
There is no word for it,
or at least I don't know it
yet.

Random bursts of anger,
sadness,
emptiness,

But I am lacking happiness.

I don't deserve it--
no, I do

I deserve the pain entirely

Happiness isn't something I've earned yet

I feel it deep in my heart,
loud in my head,
I feel it. Feel the pain.

I don't want it.

The pain is unbearable.

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