Always(Trilogy)

Chapter 12

~Important Author's Note at the end of the chapter!~

Songs for this chapter: 

Beating Heart- Ellie Goulding

Explosions- Ellie Goulding

Flightless Bird, American Mouth- Iron and Wine

*Harry's POV*

Heavy kisses are exchanged between us. My hands move wildly over her naked body, desperate to feel every curve, every inch of her soft, delicate skin. I've missed this feeling; the feeling of bare chests pressed together, hands roaming over soft skin.

My hands slide up her torso, fingers digging into the skin at her hips. I she detaches her lips from mine, moving them to the skin at my neck. Her hands wrap around my arms, squeezing slightly as I gently suck at the skin at her collarbone.

Her hips roll onto mine desperately.

"I don't...I don't want to take things too fast." she whispers, eyes closed as my lips continue to pleasure her.

"Mmhmm." I agree, mumbling against her and a violent shiver runs through her body, chest pressing closer to mine. Her eyes are connected with mine, a worried look in them. She bites down on her lower lips, making me want her even more.

"Is that okay with you?" she asks timidly.

"Of course." I answer. "Why would you ask that?"

"I just didn't want to you know disappoint you?" she says. "It's just, we're just beginning to work out our problems and I think having sex right now with you would over complicate things."

"I understand." I smile at her.

"You do?" I nod.

"I just got you back, I don't want to lose you again. I think we should wait." I say. "Even though we've already had sex before." I smirk.

"Are you sure?"

"Positive." I lightly kiss her pouting lips. "No matter how badly I want you right now." She smiles slightly before resting her head on my chest. I encase her body with my arms, closing my eyes and enjoying this sweet moment with her. 

*Allison's POV*

Harry and I are lied down on the massive bed, my head resting on his bare chest as his fingers play with the strands of my hair. Our legs are tangled together above the duvet, one of my hands rest right above his thumping heart, the other is laced with his fingers.

"I missed you." I whisper into his chest. Lips are felt on my forehead as he leaves a gentle kiss there. I sigh in contentment.

"I know," he says. "I'm so sorry. I'm not leaving again. I promise."

"Don't tell me you're not going to leave me," I say. "Show me."

"I will." there are a few moments of silence before words are spoken again. "I missed this." he says breathily. "Cuddling with you."

I can't help the next question that leaves my lips. "You and Taylor didn't cuddle?" I ask and wait for him to blow up again.

"No." he answers calmly, fingertips running up and down my bare arms.

"Never?" I question disbelievingly.

"Never." he confirms. I twist my head so that my chin is resting on his chest, green eyes peering down at me. His eyebrows pull together, creasing in the middle. "I don't deserve you." he whispers and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. I lean up and softly kiss the crinkled skin in between his eyebrows.