Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
I Miss You ~ Blink-182
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Luke's POV
We gave up on band practice about an hour ago. It didn't seem natural to have practice on a day that's not Friday. We're making a video for YouTube, but I can't stand it.
The song reminded me too much of Ashton.
(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
I listened as Calum sang, strumming on my guitar. Ashton was like an angel, but didn't see it. He was trapped in a darkness. I wished it never ended.
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
I sang my part, trying not to burst into tears. Where is his mind and where was my apology? I just said fucking "okay." What's wrong with me? Is this why I can't sleep? I need him and he needs me. Forever and always, right? He's depressed and it just haunts him. It just eats away at him. He called me and it ended. I almost called back. We just need all this pain to stop.
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oreo // lashton
Fanfiction5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's...