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"Welcome home my dearest brother!"
Kelli exclaimed while I was struggling with the suitcases that I need to get from the compartment of my car. Of course, I was wearing gloves and face mask. I can't let dust and germs contaminate my healthy physique.
"Can you please help? I don't need your so welcome song or any performance. I just go back to Hell, right?"
I pulled the biggest suitcase of mine and Kelli walk towards the compartment and get one to help me. It's hard for me to leave my apartment. So, what I did was I continue to pay for my apartment so that I have place where I could run to when this house ruined my peaceful life.
"Is the bastard here?"
Kelli stop pulling the smallest suitcase she have chosen to alight from the compartment and witnessed how her eyes wander around like avoiding mine.
"N-no. He went to office earlier. I have job too but I chose to stay at home to welcome you my loving brother!"
I chuckled. At least I won't be seeing him for a while. I wonder how his mother would react if she knew that I will stay here for good. Besides, everything were own by Kelli and me.
I continue to pulled my suitcase and get to the second floor at my old room. Sudden memories attack me from the time I opened the door. I imagine myself crying inside that room with toys messed around me. A ten years old boy that was left by his mother because of being dirty.
I heard someone cleared throat and that pulled me back to reality. I slowly turned to that person and what welcome me is her sad expression.
"Do you prefer to stay at guest room? I can asked them to clean it quick.
Kelli suggested yet I shook my head. I know it's really hard for me to even enter this mansion because eveything recalls when I step in was all sadness and emptiness that I brought until this very moment. Tho this mansion only reminds me that I am an unwanted son, a person that has been denied even by my own family. Still, I can't let my effort and Ash going to be a waste. I need to surface all the terrors within me. I need to fight my disorder. I need to be able to touch, socialize or at least interact with others accordingly.
"It's fine. Just asked them to get the last suitcase and bring it here. Give me a moment to fix my belongings."
Kelli nod her head and leave. I went in and sigh exhaustedly while inspecting the whole room. Nothing has change aside from the toys I loved to collect were all gone. I heard the stepmother donated them to charity without my consent. It's been a long time since I inhaled the familiar scent of this room. Sadly, I never wanted to smell that scent anymore. However, I'm already here.
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I'm currently patiently waiting to be called by the psychiatrist Suga and I visited week ago to have his check-up. Today, I went here to talk to her. Suga's has been changing and the doctor said that tiniest details about him should be reported. I didn't told him that I will be going here. Besides, he doesn't need to know.
