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Tomorrow's Ending
The night was dark but surrounded with sparkling stars comforting me from all the pressed I went through. The chilly breeze of the night seems to penetrate through my long coat yet it didn't stop me to come here and have my moment.
I was in the place where love first bloom, I know it starts here. The first time we share our thoughts tho we're complete strangers, the beggining of my senseful and wonderful life. The night I first saw his beautiful orbs and gorgeous smile. Yet tonight, there's no mist. Only stars that aglow upon me, trancending itself from the moving clouds.
I look up and smile. Looking through the sparklest one; my mother. She is still the brightest as before.
I don't wanna sad or spilled drama at this street with few people still passing by but my heart is urging me to let go of them emotions I kept hiding inside since that day.
I let few tears escape my eyes, engaging my shoulders to shudder as I whimper like a child complaining to a mother because I was hurt. Deeply hurt that not a deepest cut or stab in a heart can't afford to match.
"I missed you!" I mumble under my breath. Trying not to let out the words but it did. People are starting to notice me. Why a girl at this kind of hour is crying alone at that street.
"Do you talk to them too?" I heard a familiar voice whispered beside me. It entice my heart to hammered inside the cage and the sound it produces seems to deafened my hearing because of its thunder sound everytime it beats.
It startled me with excitement and quickly turned to that side where the voice came from and more tears shed when I see him wearing the same hoody that night. Same puffy cheeks and watery eyes.
I study his face. I didn't missed even the tiniest inch of his feature. I didn't move cause I'm afraid he'll go away. Yet, he smile at me. The gesture I very much love about him.
Those cheeks who emerging into a chubby one when he smiles always catch my attention. I love every piece of him, especially his lips. Those lips I always savor with love. I missed how they dance with mine passionately. I don't seem to forget how those lips comfort me every time it touches my forehead. How I feel so love everytime it planted soft touch to my forehand like a princess.
"I love you." I said and force a smile on my face. Still looking straight to his face. Suppressing myself to embrace him. He didn't answer my confession. Because that wasn't the thing I said to him before.
"Who?" He asked and I see him smiling towards the sky. I wanted to look up too yet, the most beautiful view is in front of me now.
"My mom." I whispered reminiscing that moment and just like what I expected. He suddenly turned to me and sadness plastered on his face.
"You know, I fell in love with this guy and we met here. He is the most handsome and kindest man I ever met. I love him so much. Too much that I can see you right now. Too deep that I cannot let go. Overwhelmed that people already whispering why I am talking to no one but you are here, looking alive in front of me." I said instead. I gaze at him with so much love. Confusion filled his head, I know. He must be wondering how I still can smile despite of the struggles I am carrying at that moment.
Slowly, he fades away. I raise my hand slowly trying to touch his face but my fingers only blended and seep through his skin like a smoke.
He was gone.
I am hallucinating.
He was dead but I cannot overcome.
I hate how my heart still beating when I know it's dead.
I hate how I cannot let him go.
I wish there is an easy way to forget but some part of me are thankful that I can still be with him this way. I must be crazy, indeed. But, this is my way to cope up.
He is watching up there.
He must be disappointed.
I look up the sky and see mom twinkling more brighter this time letting me know she's there for me. Then, a small spark produce beside her.
It was him.
"I'm sorry." I murmer and facepalm myself. Yet, I force myself to look up and watch both of them bright the most among the whole universe. I know he's in peace and happy. No more sickness and with my mom.
"Take care of each other." I whispered and grin. Convincing myself I am fine.
Suddenly, the rain pours and people started to run and look for a place to hide. Some are ready with their umbrellas and others used their bags as protection from rain. While, I was there standing feeling the heavy drops of it. Letting my tears collided with the rain water smearing down my cheeks.
Memories flashing to me. The saddest part. The day I learned he wrote a letter not to accept a donation from any of his family member and me. That if his time comes, let him rest and sent peacefully.
I hurts me so much how he ready himself to die tho I did my best to cheer him up.
"Love, I know it's been 3 years since you've gone away. Can you give me sign? Should I move on? Should I kill this feeling I had towards you? Should I---"
"I don't know if you are suicidal but please stop bathing under the rain at night."
I man voice interrupted the message I like to sent him. I now realize that no more raindrops wet my clothes. Not cold to.
I glance to him and see a man with tall feature staring at the sky with his umbrella protecting me from the rain letting himself get wet. His black slightly cruly hair at ends starting to prickle drops of water landing on his broad shoulder. He has prominent nose and Cupid shape lips.
"Everyone loves the stars but didn't you know they hide when it rains?" He asked and giggles still looking up feeling the rain drops againts his face.he suddenly turned to me that made me jump from where I stand.
"Do you have favourite star?"
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Ending
It hurts me so much. Huhuhu. If you can't remember the scene just check chapter 13 😬☺😉
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