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⚠ Heavy drama
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"Mom!"
Suga, in the depths of confusion and breaking, muscles stiffened and hands shivering while cold running through his spine. He force himself to move, to approach and hug the woman he never seen for more than decade.
The woman on the other hand, too frozen where she exactly stand with stares glued to Suga. Her expression manifest yearning yet, hesitation can also be seen.
Suga chide himself when he can't manage to move even tiniest bit. He love to embrace that woman and feel again the warmth love of his mom. However, his legs betray him as nervousness sip off all his strength within.
Suga, hissed cursed under his breath when the mother finally gather a courage and take off the gaze off him. She quickly turn her back and exited the restaurant. Suga, wipe off his undried tears and strained himself to move. After few seconds of trying, finally he run away from the table and forgotten about Ash mom, Ash herself and everything.
He speedily exited too the restaurant and sigh of relief when he see the woman walking very fast away from the said place.
"Mom!" Suga yells with longing in his voice. Hoping the woman would look back but did not. He was left no choice and ran very fast following her. When Suga reach her, he grab the woman's arm and embrace her tightly. Sobbing on her shoulder as they reunited.
"I-I am not your mom. You must be mistaken." The woman said with her trembling voice. Suga, break the embrace and look at the woman's eyes that's bit red and watery.
"Are we in a quirk some kind of show? Mom, don't do this to me! I will never be mistaken. You maybe age a lot but I could never forget your face!" Suga exclaimed with hope. Trying to wear a smile on his face but all faded when the woman gaze back to his eyes full of confusion.
"Sorry, but I really don't know you." Those words break his heart into sand pieces.
"Stop it! Please! I've been longing for you! I've change a lot! Look at me mom. I will become the next CEO of MEC and I also succeeded in my writing career. I'm clean as Polish diamond mom! I'm a better person now! Plea---"
Tears don't stop falling off Suga's cheeks as he convince her mom. Without a thought, why he needs to do it? That a mother should love her children no matter what kind of person they are.
The woman let few drops of tears escape her tiny eyes with few wrinkles at the corner. Eyeing him with love. Lot's of hope sprang within his heart, making it thumping faster this time. The woman, raise her hand and touch his right cheeks wiping off the tears using her thumb finger.
"I'm sorry son. But, I am not your mother. I can see how you long for her. I can see clearly too that you are a good person and with kind heart. Why don't you just forget about her? A successfully and clean as Polish diamond son like you must not cry for a woman who left you..." Her hand slowly journey down to his chest. Across his heart feeling it's beating.
"I have a husband and children. I am not your Mom. I'm sorry." The woman turn her back and walk away form Suga. Chasing her heavy breathing and wiping off her tears.
"No! No! Mom! Wait!" Suga, with the tiniest hope left within his heart chase the woman and back hug her. Just like he did long years ago. The only thing that change now is his head resting over her head sniffing her hair scent.
"You still use your favourite shampoo, Mom." Biting lower lip. Suga manage to mumble those words.
"Please, don't leave me. We can live alone now. Kelli, is a successfull CEO of her company too. The three of us can stay together in one---"
"I am not your mother! Please, leave me alone!" The woman hissed but only sufficient for him to hear.
Suga, tighten the hug to his mom. Not letting go of her. He don't want to let go though his heart crushing into pieces killing him little by little.
"I said stop touching me! You are not my son and it engrossed me to be touched by a stranger! Do you even know the word respect? Are you a defected jewel? God,just... Leave me alone. Please." Suga's hand slowly loosing the grip from the woman. Still, with small expectation Suga walk hastily to face her. He took a deep breath and one last time ask the woman.
"Look me in the eye and tell me you are not my mother." Suga told her with full of calmness. The woman, look up to meet his gaze. Iris wandering around looking like memorizing every detail of his face.
"I'm sorry kid. I am not your mother." The woman shut her eyes and took the chance then leave when she see Suga frozen and somewhat stop breathing.
Suga, was left alone there standing lifeless though breathing. Why does life has to be this cruel? Why do he need to see her mom or a woman looks like her mom? Was destiny mocking him, laughing at him while he slowly dying because of unbearable pain his heart carrying? Still, in the back of his mind. He will not stop and will stalk that woman. Suga was not been so sure until this moment. He saw woman looking like her mom before but this is the first time his heart thump fast seeing her for the first time.
"Suga! Why are you---" Suga heard the voice of the woman who never left him since the day she learned about his condition. The girl who's willing to do everything for him.
"God! Why are you crying!" Ash,embrace him tight. Not minding the people walking around staring at them. He only realize it now that they created a worthwhile show for the passer by earlier.
Suga broke the embrace and look at Ash. Concern is visible on her face. Her furrowed brows were asking him what's wrong. He force a smile on the face and sniff. Ash, get something from her pocket and he was delighted when he found out it's hanky. She offer it to him and accepted it.
"I saw my mom." He whispered. Ash eyes dilated and her mouth gape.
"Are you serious? Like, no fuckery?" Ash asked still cannot believe what he've said. She somehow lessen the pain he's feeling currently and this idea comes along his head.
"Ash, I'm in pain now and I want to forget everything happen earlier. Can you do me a favour?" Suga asked and Ash nod her head aggreeing quickly not mind asking what will be the favour. He put the hanky in his pocket and took a deep sigh. Suga, look straight at Ash's eyes and force a smile on his face.
"Let's get married tomorrow."
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Don't hate me. Hate his mom! Lol!
Update because lack of internet signal urge me to write like "hoe, write something and make your free time worthy. Stop looking at those numbers and grab a life."
