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The tears on her cheeks are constantly hanging out from already swollen eyes while pleading with the doctor who is currently holding the condition of her dearest. Just the thought that she would be living without him in her presence is also her death. At all times, why it has to be the moment when they are happy tragedy comes? She cannot accept the fact that their relationship will end up this way. She knows and expecting this to happen, tried to prepare herself for the worst case but the actual moments seems to be feeling so strain that it gives her realization that this event cannot be prepared for; even if you try too hard and act tough.
"I am sorry, we did our best to save him but he badly needs to have heart transplant today or else... You need to let go. I apologize again."
The doctor inform her with his low sympathetic voice trying to reach how gloomy she was right now but it didn't get to that part, he cannot attained to the core of her loneliness.
"Then do the operation! Why are you here telling me to that? You should be inside that operating room and do what has need to be done! Why wasting your time talking to me here!" Ash hysterically yell to the doctor. The composure of her was gone, her messed long hair that looks haven't touch by a comb of even by her fingers signify how depressed she was. The red swollen eyes, the undried tears that cover her cheek, the pale lips that starts to dry and her unstable furrowed brows that indicates how worried she was.
"Please, Save him. He's all I have. Do whatever it takes. Make every effort to heal and reclaimed him from death."
Slowly, with all the heartaches and her outcry filled the hallway outside that operating room, the place were suffocated with silence; a deafening one. With only 1% of hope. Ashley want to hold on and think that everything will be fine in few while. She's going to see his smile again. They will continue to create a life and memories together.
Ashley felt the cold marble floor caught her buttocks as the chill penetrates through her tight jeans touching her skin. Yet, frozen sense sent sympathy to her situation, giving her little bit of strenght to hold on and don't give up during this tough moment of their lives.
"That's the problem. The family of the donor said they cannot let go of the patients heart and as basic rules of donating organs, it is a must thing that they agree and willingly do it. Yet, they change their minds."
Ashley laughter that shaded with bitterness echoes in the hallway. Sending shiver down the spines to whoever could hear; denying what she learned just now. Stealing all the hope she has; loosing that 1%.
She stood up woobly and eyed the doctor intently. The doctor seems to have an idea what she will going to say next. Ashley, is too much ready to give hers yet, there is some side of her mind saying not to do it. That, he will not like that to happen. That, he will never ever accept her decision. Still, his life is on the line. She already lost her parents and only have him left.
