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"You only have three months left, Suga. Are you listening to me?"
I can clearly hear his nagging. Of course, I know how to count and sure know that my time is getting less. But, what can I do? I can't find someone that will marry me, or should I say, can't find someone that I will marry that can understand my situation. I keep tapping on the keyboard to do an update yet, this lawyer in front of me messing with my concentration. Anyway, I'm improving, I can touch human now but only Ash. Still, that's a good news right? We also often go out and eat outside, I'm coping bit by bit and it's all thanks to her.
"Yeah, I can hear you. Don't worry I will find a bride before the sixth month end, trust me." I said.
He sigh heavily creating a sound. I saw him sat down at the seat in front of the office table through my peripheral vision. He's more stress than me, he carry the burden too much when it's my issue
"So, are you going to propose at Ashley?"
I suddenly stop tapping the keyboard. His question immediately sink in to my brain yet my mind can't absorb. I don't know why but Ash is not on my list, or do I even have it? It's just, she's special and don't deserve to be used or be took for advantage.
"Not her." I answered using my cold tone.
"Then who? Do you have anyone in mind? It's only Ashley can get closer to you. Even I can't get a hand shake from you, Suga." He said trying to convince me or somehow showing a good point. I didn't bother to speak to answer yet he told me something that liven my blood and irritation took over.
"Don't let your Grandma's effort be at waste. Please, do something. Your greedy brother is just there waiting for you to fail! Don't be a coward and just do my suggestion."
I shut my eyes and took a deep sigh. I don't want to fight him about this because he was all right. I need to do something to keep everything under my name. I can't let those user get what my Grandparents work hard for. I nodded in agree. Maybe I could just talk to Ash and marry me. Besides, she's doing fine now. Her career grew successfully and she also received work offer from many companies. I won't be surprised if one day she will become one of an actress I see at television.
"Good, contact me when Ashley agreed so we can attended the details and let you guys get married soon. Also, obtaining 50% of the company will take two weeks so we really need to hurry."
I looked up to him and gaze blankly. He was standing there in front of me with a smile on his face. I hesitate at first yet stood up and slowly stretch my hand to him asking for a handshake. He was at awe and can't get off his eyes from my hand.
"Are you sure about this?" He asked so I nodded nonchalantly. He happily accepted my hand and shook it for few times, he was smiling huge because this is the first time I let him go with a hand shake. I was the first one revoked hand and this lawyer in front of me looked at his hand like an idiot. I immediately sat down sustaining my self not to laugh with his unbelievable reaction.
"Anyway, I have one question for you."
He was surprised at first yet manage to fix himself and became serious quickly. He still stand in front of me.
"Which do you prefer, be with your loving partner forever or go on with life alone while having her inside your chest?"
My question caught his attention so he sat down again at the seat and look at ceiling and think. I am actually surveying an answer for this to see what possible ending I would be giving my story.
"Well, of coarse everyone love to be with their partner forever because lifetime will not be the same again when your special piece was gone. You'll be forever broken. However, life is unpredictable. Above can just blew away everything from you, all the things you cherished might be gone in one snap but I believe everything happen to our life has it's reason. So, if heavens took away my love then I will gladly accept it though it would be very hard, especially the process of moving on. Still, if I will be given a chance, I'll choose to be with my love ones forever."
I nodded my head and chat down his answer. This is the first time I actually I asked someones opinion, because my previous books are came from my point of view in life.
"Okay, thanks. You may now go."
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Kim Eun Ji.
That name doesn't leave me alone. I even thought of it even at work. I tried to search her on the internet yet lot of people have that name and I chat them one by one, still I can't find the Kim Eun Ji I've been looking for.
Anyway, about me and Suga. Two of us became closer. He now let me to touch him but not for long. He's still allergic to dirt and we also came back to Dra. Morgan week ago for his follow up check and she said that Suga is improving. That thought made me happy, it feels like I achieved something huge in my life. Therefore, it also makes me sad that Suga will dump me suddenly because he doesn't need me anymore. Just the thought of him ignoring me hurts.
My artist is currently busy removing my make up when my phone rang. She suddenly stop and handed me my phone that I put down at the make-up room table and there I saw Pale Guy on the screen. I'm sorry guys, months already passed but I still don't change the caller name. I found it cute anyway.
"Hello?" I said.
"Can we meet now here at the restaurant near your place?" He said.
"Yap, wait for me. My work is done and give me 30 minutes. Okay? See yah." I answered and he hang up the call without bidding goodbye.
"Tsk! Still rude, huh!" I exclaimed.
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Update.
Thanks for the vote and read.
Anyway, Mister here is bit busy since I'm judging books:)
