~Roc Royal's Pov~
I felt like I was going to explode
I couldn't hold this back anymore
"Just promise me before I tell you , you want view me any different." I said
"Okay...I promise."
"Well it was summer of 2011...."
~Flash back~
"Ray Ray Can you help me with this damn zipper?" I asked
"Uhh..." Ray Ray said as He pulled his hand out of his hair
"Come on Ray Ray!" I yelled "we only have fifteen more minutes until it's show time."
"Fine.." Ray Ray said as He walked towards me , bent down and started to tug on the zipper after a good 10 minutes of pulling and tugging Ray Ray finally got the zipper to go up He stood up and walked back over towards the mirror
"Ray Ray wait.."
He turned around so his face was facing Mine
I leaned in pressing my lips up against his.
"Thank you..." Was all I said before I pulled away and walked out of the dressing room
. . . .after the show . . . .
I opened the door and ray ray was sitting on the couch with his shirt off I stared at his perfectly chiseled abs
"Like what you see?" Ray Ray asked as he stood up making his abs become more detailed
"I-uh-I didn't mean to uh-" I started
He let out a small chuckle and looked at me
"Listen roc it's okay..but look we need to talk."
I swallowed and looked at ray
"About?" I asked
"Look we can't tell anybody what happened in the dressing room today." Ray said as he leaned in close to me he was so close I could smell his cologne.
My body shuddered at his sent
"Ok-k-ay.." I finally managed to get out.
"We can be like best brothers." Ray said as he slipped his wife beater on
"Yeah...brothers...."
~ end.~
"I smiled and said 'okay' but for some reason that kiss changed my whole perspective on how I looked at Ray I wanted to be more than Just friends with him I wanted us to be LOVERS." I explained "and potentially that's what happened."
"So you and ray...were....dating?" Zonnique asked
"Not necessarily...we were gay...or whatever you wanna call it..." I mumbled
"For how long..?" Zonnique asked
"Long enough....and I guess now he...wants me back...but I don't feel that way anymore I'm trying to move away from this homosexuality and find who I am as a person.." I further explained
Zonnique seemed unmoved by this whole situation which allowed me to relax a little
"So that's what that was all about...what's gonna be next a c-"
"ZONNIQUE ZONNIQUE ZONNIQUE!" Bahja's voice erupted through the room as she burst through the door.
"WHAT?" I yelled
"Prodigy! Come help!"
"Woah..what's wrong?" Roc asked sitting up in bed
"Roc you just stay here!" I said pushing him back down so he could lay down.
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Denial. ◇ J.P.
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