Fixing Four (A Divergent Fanfic) Completed

Chapter 15

     When I wake up,Tobias is still asleep.I keep expecting him to disappear like he was all a dream but I find it hard to believe he is.Normally every time we fall asleep together,I left him or he leaves me.I would love to get up and roam around but after last night,I just don't want to leave his side ever again.

     For a while I just lay there and stare at him.He looks less harsh and serious when he's asleep.His lips begin to purse so I know he's awake.He opens his eyes and smiles at me gratefully and says "I didn't expect you to be awake."

     "And I didn't expect you to be asleep." I say smiling a little.He gives me a quick kiss before he gets up.

     "What's the rush?" I say wondering if I did something wrong.

     "Christina,has been getting drunk alot lately and I don't want her getting into any mischief."he says not looking into my eyes.I begin to wonder if he's hiding something from me but what?

     "Ok" I say as I get out of the bed.

     When we both get dressed and are ready to head out the door I stop Tobias admediately.

     "Tobias" I begun to say "I may not have trusted you in the past as much as I should but I will now.I love you,you know?" He stares at me with a serious face and quickly wraps his arms around me and kisses me passionately.I wrap my arms around him and we repeatedly collide over and over again until I forget what I am doing.My jacket is on the floor and my shirt sleeve is just merely hanging on.I push back on Tobias and look at the ground just knowing what could have just happened if I hadn't of pushed him back.I push my sleeve up back onto my shoulder and lean down to grab my jacket.Tobias puts his hands on my shoulder and ask "Are you ok?"

     "Yeah" I say my voice strained "I just don't know if I want to do it now or not."

     "Ok" he says.

     "Ok,I.."

     "No,you don't have to explain.Lets go." he says giving me a ghost of a smile as a signal that its alright.I feel relieved yet angry at myself for pushing him back.I love him...I do I just don't know if I'm ready to go that far.

     "Tobias leads me out of his room and down the hallway with me slightly trailing behind him.Every time I try to look ahead I keep wanting to look at him.He still walks the same,letting his feet just barely lift off the ground.He's beautiful in my eyes but then there's me.I have that terribly long nose and big eyes which makes me look like long nosed bug.I seem hideous.I just don't know really what he sees in me.I know he loves me,but I just don't know why he would.

     By the time we reach Christina's room in the dauntless sector we can already hear loud noises in her room from possibly a mile away it is so loud.Tobias looks at me smiling a llittle and points to her door and says"Now see,that is what I had to put up with while you were gone." I laugh a little and hear Christina yell "Y'all dudes need to get away from ma door." she say her voice slurred.

     "Christina,its us Tris and Tobias,open the door!!!" I say hoping that she would.

     "NA,if you whateva you are don't get away from ma day.I'm calling the cops." she says. I look over at Tobias and shrug my shoulder cause I don't know what does she mean by 'cops'.

     "Stand back." Tobias says to me sternly.I back up and watch him as he kicks the door open.When we both walk in we see Christina in her pajamas with her hair in pig tails jumping on her couch with beer and pop corn at hand.

     "What have you done to yourself Christina?" I say wide eyed.I have never seen this side of her before at all.

     "What do ya mean.Im feelin....."she begins to say before she collapses on the couch.We run over to her and prop her up and shut the blaring music off.For the rest of the day we spend our time in Christina's nasty appartment trying to wake her up.