Blackmailed for Love

3. Words touch deep

" everybody just calm down your tits and listen to him just once. He maybe gay he might be bisexual but that doesn't change the fact that you'll love his songs guys. He could've hide the fact and get on with his life and lived his dream which he has been seing from a decade now. But instead of doing that he said the truth guys. Why? just ask yourself why. Because for him you all matter. Not only you'll love him he loves you'll too coz you'll are his fans. He is here because of you all and if you disown him its ok that is your personal choice. But the bond that connected you all was not because he looks great he is hot or wateva but that thing was music. Not for him not for yourself but just stay and give him five minutes. Just for music"

My words struck everyone in the stadium too deep and i was shocked at myself by seeing this new me. Just a minute ago everyone was creating a choas and banging the door and breaking everything in anger but my words calmed everyone.

Words are a really great weapon if you use it wisely. Its a fact that the most powerful organ you have it is your tongue.

" Everyone has some flaws and good in it and its better to accept what you are instead of running away from it guys. Please dont turn away from him just because he said the truth " 

I guess even i should accept it that alex is somewhere subconsciously in my mind but i dont know why. Everytime i think where might he be?

I wish i could know where alex is and just have some final words with him. I mean there is something left unsaid. Something which feels need to be done. Just one time I want to see him coz it feels weird the way he just left from my life.

Somebody was wiping my tears and wen i subconsciously turned my head there was chris always being there by my side. I sometimes think that chris is with me coz he pities what happened with me or coz he thinks that whatever happened its coz of him and he has to be with me or he genuinely loves me.

Being an understanding girlfriend he spends more time with nina coz she needs him more and i understand and let him be but i really want to have a word with nina and check whose the father of her child

I dont know I'm delaying it purposely coz I'm scared of the answer or i really am busy with stuff. I gave a smile to chris and glanced at jacob who was awestruck by me and was not realising that I'm gesturing him to take the mic and speak.

Jacob nodded subconsciously and took hold of the mic and addressed everyone. The audience were much more calm but still not in the mood to listen

" Hi everyone again " jacob voice sounded full calm and content coz now he doesn't care what will happen with him. He doesn't care about the trophy the fame success his dream coz now he wants to be finally what he is and stop running from facade

" My goal was to live this day to the fullest. Getting this trophy seeing so much love for me in everyone's eyes for me being in this stage announced as winner was not only my dream but it was what i lived for. My existence was for this and i got up every morning for this " with every this his voice raised and he broke down more as he can see his dream being shattered in pieces in front of his eyes and he can't do anything about it.

" but that one moment was enough for me wen i ended up with the song and there were tears in your eyes. That little affection you all give me was enough but I will definitely not accept this trophy unless i kill that bastard who is still breathing somewhere out there and unless this my friend standing here thinks i deserve to be his friend and unless and until you all my fans think i deserve to be called a person atleast " there was confusion etched in everyone's face and now people were actually interested in some hot gossip but i wanted jacob to just shut up. Why can't he just leave this topic? wateva happened was never his fault.

" Guys i want one favour from you all if you'll ever loved me. I want you'll to help me find this person and you'll might be thinking why will we help him?  But maybe after listening to me you all will change your mind "

" Everybody knows the two side face of the famous business tycoon Orlando connor but nobody dares question it. And that is exactly the reason why they keep on goin on with the doings which should be stopped right away. Our fears are their advantage and our silence gives them the free ticket to do whatever shit they want. And that exactly what his son alex connor did with my best friend rose over here. He blackmailed her " everyone might be thinking that I've been blackmailed saying this openly to everyone will ruin my image and people will start forming perceptions about me and i shouldn't. That is exactly the reason why we girls shut our mouth thinking what will society say and endure each torture that comes our way.

No matter how good person alex might be what he did WAS wrong. And i was more wrong then him to endure what he was doing to me.

" What do you mean blackmailed her? "

" are you even in your senses. Do you realise whom you are talking about "

" This is just another publicity stunt "

" I'm sure this cunt might have done something i mean first she was with you den him AND now clearly in someone else arms "

That last statement made both Chris and Jacob on alpha mode ready to punch that male out there but there were also females who were being so unsupportive.

I stopped both of them coz it wont be easy to shut everyone mouth and this will just make things worse.

" Rose was never my girlfriend by her own will. He was pressurised by his dad. She was also never with alex by her own will. She was blackmailed to be his girlfriend. But this is the man she always loved " jacob yelled on top of his voice and for a moment i thot why the hell is he doing this. They'll never listen never understand but he trust his fans alot and this is the only way he thinks he'll get Alex.

" Alex knew I'm gay and using that info he blackmailed her that if you want your friend to live and win the show you need to be my girlfriend. Of course rose denied and everybody knew the attack which happened to me where i was shot. It was alex who did that " i snapped my head to jacob because he was twisting the truth a bit and that is wrong and sensing my eyes on him he turned and said Its ok to me with his eyes. No its not ok.

" Guys he continued to torture rose in many ways like detaching her from her family blackmailing her to kill her family if she don't listen to the point where he raped her. And that was the reason why she tried to kill herself. Everyone saw it on news right? " what the hell is wrong wid him. He is gone mad.

When i glanced at everyone i saw sympathy in their eyes for me and i hate it but i can also tell jacob planned worked. Now they believe him and I'm doomed

Beforw judging anyone just think twice guys coz everything is not how as you see. I know we live in a world where pointing out whose right or whose wrong is difficult but never be too quick to judge someone. Listen think analyse and then react and also think from other person point of view.

Well in next chapter there will be more of alex info after the hospital scene like where he is but this i have to end here. I've not proofread it all so i really dont know what i was writing but please do tell something.

and one more thing if anyones interested my dates with him are going awesome. We talk we laugh and he makes me feel what no other guy had. Butterflies. I just have one small problem that he is not as hot and cute as i am but everyone says he look smart.

We are not at all compatible accord to our zodiac signs but that's fun coz that's a challenge. A relationship is boring unless there is some excitement and ups and downs and some amazing clashes. Agree?????

23.10.17

Maahi khan