1D Imagine

Niall Imagine

BSM Harry
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Not being able to hold your first born isn't the easiest thing to go through. Not hearing the little cry is worse. But, seeing them in the little bed that the only contact you have is to put your hand through the little holes.

"I wonder what we should name her." Niall said as he wondered about the room. Y/n sighed. "Do we really have to do this now, Niall?" She asked. "What do you mean?" Niall asked. "Niall, I just had a baby, I can't really think of her name right now. I've had a dramatic experience having her, and my family is sitting at home, biting their nails not having a clue what's going on with the baby. So, her name is the last thing on my mind!" Y/n replied.

"Baby, her, she, that's not what I want to keep saying. She's not just a baby, she, her. She's a person, our little person that we made together, I stood there, watching you go through everything. Stood there watching people hook you up to machines, adding tubes, all that sort of stuff, I had to get pushed out of the room, looking through a tiny window to see you, I can't even hold my daughter, our daughter! I can't even do anything and the only thing I want to do...the only thing I get to do...is name our daughter!" Niall explained as he walked out of the room.

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Niall stood next to the baby, wanting nothing more than to have that first cuddle. Look into her eyes. Just the little things that he was looking forward to, and he can't even do that.

"Hey." Harry said as he walked in. "How is she?" He asked. "Getting there." Niall whispered. "I'm scared, Harry." Niall sobbed. "What if things get worse and I end up losing my two girls?" He asked and Harry pulled him into a tight hug. "I just want to hold them. But, I can't. I can't hold them because I'm scared they they're going to break, I can't do anything, Harry. I can't do anything but stand back and just watch."