An Unexpected Love

Update (Important) (A/N)

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Hey guys. So, I understand updates HAVE been slow here. I've been focusing on a book based on my own UT AU, Sufferable Living. (But the title is The Life of Sprinkel Dusttale. #ShamelessSelfPromotion)

   But, now I have a REAL reason. Um, my dance schedule is getting hectic and overwhelming.

    For those who do dance. We're doing the Nutcracker for christmas and my class is Waltz of the Flowers, Snow, Dolls, and Cats. (Only half are gonna be Dolls/Cats but we don't know who yet) and half of those being some of THE MOST important rolls in the ballet. I have a lot on my plate.

   In 37 days my brother is getting married (I'm counting down Cause I havent seen hum since christmas two years ago and I miss him ;^;) and im doing a 6 1/2 minute dance, THAT I'M THE OLDEST IN. And then a TEN MINUTE dance that has three of THE OLDEST classes, so I wanna show that I can be as good as they are cause they're amazing dancers

   And I'm in a lot of pain because I fell off my swing onto my wooden deck. And yeeeeaaaah that hurt...

    But, I just don't have the time to write right now. And I can't focus on getting chapters out in my usual schedule. Honestly, ill be happy if I even GET a chapter out a week.

   Oh, we also have a HUGE Halloween performance thats COUNTY FUNDED, and our county wasnt gonna do their Halloween festival thingy (idfk) if we couldn't do our Thriller performance.

   This one is HUGE, every class in our studio is in Thriller. So, I just just cant. I cant.

    Its stressful. And on top of my ADHD and social anxiety, its just too much. And to have my writing on to of it all just sends me into over drive.

   I write when I NEED to, and yes. I need to right now. To get out my stress, but I just- just CANT, I feel that updating ad often as I possibly can will ADD to my stress instead of help RELIEVE it. So, please, be mindful that I am a HUMAN BEING and I just can't manage everything at once.

  I love writing. But sometimes it has to take a back seat. Because, well, its not the most important thing I do.

   I've been in dance since I was one, and I've made and lost really good friends. The words spoken under my studios roof have been some of the msot heartvfelt I've ever said. Its a palce of memories and like my second home. My teacher is one of the kindest women I've EVER met. One of our most talented dancers doesnt have arms past her elbows nor legs. But she still beautiful and breaks everything weve been taught. Why? Because our teacher didn't give up on her.

   I've found a close friend in that studio, and lost her in he same room. But it didnt change my view of the place. Because even though I've lost soem of the most important people to me. They could NEVER be more important then the same place me and my older siblings have grown up in.

   So yeah, it takes priority over my writing. But I dont care that it doesnt, cause one of my CLOSEST friends that I love like a sister I met in that studio. And it makes me feel like i belong and that im normal.

   So, there's gonna either be a small hiatus, or just VERY slow updates.

   And if you DID read this. Thank you