Demi Lovato's Maternal Instints

Heartbreaker

Demi's POV

It has been three days since my break up with Joe, I feel okay. I mean, I still miss him, but there is just something I feel inside that says "He's not worth it". My thoughts were startled by Elizabeth laughing. I smiled at her adorable laugh. I sat next to her and asked "Hey babygirl, what are you watching?". "Tom and Jerry... they funny" she said giggling. I hugged her and got up from the couch on the tour bus and layed on my bed. I took my phone and logged on to twitter. I saw a few tweets then saw the recent hashtags.

#JonasCheater

#HeartbreakerJoseph

#JemiCheated

#JemiBreakUp

Cheater? Joe's not a cheater. I scrolled down a bit to find a video from E! news. I clicked on it and played it. The reporter said "Well, looks like Jemi is officially over. Yes it looks like Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas called it quits two nights ago as Demi boarded her plane." A video from our break up was shown then the reported stated "Serves Joseph right, Lovatics all over the world agree he is a two timing dog, take a look at these, shots of him and Ashley Greene a week ago." Pictures of Joe and Ashley were shown.

They were making out, while Joe held her thighs. My heart broke, he used to do the same with me,I can't believe he cheated. How could I be so stupid to think that what we had was real. I should have known he didn't care about me, or Eli. I wonder if he used Elizabeth to get to me. He played with my emotions like a fucking toy and I fell for it. I started crying as the reporter finished saying. "I guess Demi had a VERY good reason to break up with him. Don't worry Demi, we feel your pain." the reported finished saying, finishing the video. At the end the hashtags '#LovaticsAreHereForYouDemi #LovaticsLoveDemi' appeared making me smile. I decided to tweet something.

@ddlovato> #JonasCheater, serves you right! Never want you back into my life, you can take your words and all your lies, I really don't care. My Lovatics are the best, I love you guys!

I hit send and got on my feet. I carried Elizabeth to the venue then got ready for tonights' show. We're playing in Georgia tonight. The concert started of with a few of my new songs from DEMI. Then I decided to sing one from my old album Unbroken. Before the song I stood in the middle of the stage and said "Okay, so I thought it would be cool if I performed an old song if it's okay with you guys". The crowed cheered. "But before, I just wanna say, That for the record I was upset, with the whole cheating thing. But, because of you guys I am completly okay being single for a while." The music of 'Got My Girls' started playing and I started singing.

As soon as the song was over I rushed off-stage at the end of the show. I felt pure adrenaline go through my body. I wanted to perform again, I still felt pumped. Eizabeth who was watching in backstage came running to me. I kneeled down and caught her, wrapping my arms around her. "That was really good momma!" she yelled over the loud noises of people talking. "Thanks baby girl" was my answer to the most adorable four year old I held. After running around the venue just to shake the adrenaline rush, me and Elizabeth drove to our hotel room.

"Mommy... when can we see Joey againg?" Elizabeth asked as I drew her a warm bath. "I... I don't know babygirl.... I don't think we'll see him again" I sighed while taking her purple butterfly shirt along with dark purple leggings. After taking her tiny pull ups off I gently sat her in the tub filled with cherry scented buble bath. "What do you mean w-we won't see him a-gain? Don't you like Joey an-nymore?" She asked, still stuttering. Damb that stuttering. I don't have a problem with it, but I know people could pick on her because of it. "Well..." I started explaining but pause to sigh deeply. "Joey turned out to be very different than what I thought he was... we just don't belong together anymore".

I was kneeling down next to the bath tub while shampooing her soft light brown hair as she slowly spoke. "Oh.... b-but I'm gonna miss Joey" she frowned. "I know baby.... I'm gonna miss him too...." I looked down as tears filled my eyes. I tried blinking them again as I answered "But... atleast I can spent more time with my babygirl" She smiled then looked up at my eyes. I felt something wet on my cheek. Shit, why the hell do I have to be such a crybaby. "Momma... why are you cry-ing?" Eli asked as she tried to wipe my wet cheeks only to wet them more, due to her wet hands. "... It's nothing baby... I'm fine"

There it is. That lie. I lied to my innocent babygirl. "I just miss Joe...". I whispered trying to hide the little lie. "Don't worry momma.... I still here with you!"she giggled making me laugh. I hugged her wet body whispering "I love you babygirl". "Love you too mommy". I pulled away from the hug and grabbed a towel, wraping Elizabeth in it.

I dressed her in her pull ups and a blue onesie. It was a sort of footie pijama, though I admit I have a few of these myself. I layed her on our bed and told her to wait for me while I showered. After I got out I put one of my onesie's on. It was a dark purple elephant. The hoodie had big ears just like Elizabeth's onesie.

I layed in bed and took a picture of us in our silly outfits. Then went on twitter to tweet

@ddlovato>LOOK TWINS!!!! my babygirl is so adorable. Who agrees? I do! Love you Elizabeth. #sleepyheads

I got a bunch of retweets and comments but I got too tired to read them. I'll read them tomorrow since I have the day off. I layed on my back as Elizabeth layed her body on top of mine. Cuddling her head on my chest and wraping her tiny arms around my stomach as I caressed her back, drawing circles with my hand. "Love you momma" she whispered almost falling into a deep slumber. "Love you too baby". After minutes of fighting my heavy eyelids, I give in to the sweet dreams appearing in my head.