Trapped

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What is life for you?A neverending spiral of death?A journey of love,hate?Or a curse,for me it's a curse the curse of living the curse of being perpetually trapped it a cycle of life and death and we can't stop it only forced to see it happen to see everything we love disappear everything to fade we aren't special only another thing to fade another thing to be forgotten.Cry out for help no one will answer no one will come everything has an end you don't know it maybe the person beside you is going to die today.You don't know if all your mistakes made that person die,do you care?I fucking doubt it you don't show your horns but everyone knows your crimes small or big it won't be forgotten don't act like an angel because you aren't don't pretend you worship God because you worship evil you don't know how you ruined me you don't know how you killed her you.....you.... USED ME PRICK...

2 weeks ago
"Another rainy day huh" I said as I held my umbrella tightly "Guess they forgot about me again" I said, it's normal on how they forget about me wonder what they are thinking "Oh hey he is a boy wearing eyeliner and black clothes he is a emo so he is an attention whore" I mocked,it's been like this for 10 months now I've always walked to school it's frightening on how this generation is on how people think now instead of helping me they judge instead of being kind they hate, fuck this world bow down bitch up there are you happy on what you made.As soon as I arrived the rain stopped I walked through the hallway with people looking at me like I'm a monster not sure what they were thinking but I know what's probably going on their head "Look it's that attention whore again" "Black?Omg black is so old school" "Eyeliner?Ha he is gay" I mocked them silently I didn't mind they were unimportant at least I had a friend,a friend that's been there for me,a friend I love she and I would meet under the big tree on the garden but she wasn't there suddenly I saw a herd of people running towards the schools front entrance all looking up I followed them and saw her with a bunch of seniors one of the seniors said "Hey look it's that attention whore" he pointed at me and my best friend and her newly found friends laughed at me they pretended to jump off the rooftop teasing me "Oh no I'm gonna commit suicide ahhh" one of them mocked me.She brought out a knife and pretended to cut herself "Oh no I'm gonna cut myself" she mocked those pricks why what did they do to her why did they influence the only person that mattered to me the only person that understood me is now my..my enemy no she is still my friend "No she is your enemy" a voice in my head said "No she..she is my friend" I said under my breath "Do friends ditch you.Do friends be with you forever.Did she glue you back together only to be destroyed again" it said "Shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up just fucking shut up you asshole!" I said loudly everyone looked at me creepily my hand slowly formed into a fist and I bowed my head and started to cry I turned around and ran and ran and ran and ran and ran and ran and ran I didn't know what to do it's......it's back again "The pills don't seem to work I need to talk to doc" I said "That won't work no one ca...." "Shut up just shut the fuck up" I said.

North Carolina Hospital
I walked up the stairs as fast I could "Doc's office" I knocked on it she opened it "Mikey?Come in come in" she said "Thanks doc,the pills haven't been working he is back" I said "Mikey I know it's hard to have schizophrenia so here take these new medicine pills it's labeled as angel dust" she said handing me the canister of pills "Angel dust huh would this help doc?" I asked "Of course also it won't cost anything"
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he said "Thank you doc"

Few minutes later
"You can't see it can you" it asked "See what" I said "Nothing". I opened the canister taking one of the Angel Dust mixed it with my water and drank it I started feeling weird then I saw her Sophia,my best friend she whispered to my ear "Follow me" her voice was as soft as ever I followed her to a abandoned building.She stopped walking as I was about to hug her she disappeared "Sophia NO!" I shouted as she disappeared I fell on my knees and sobbed "As I told you no one can help you anymore" it said "Why, why did she leave me" I asked "It's scary on how people influence others that's what you truly fear no what we truly fear,we fear on how our brain works,we act suicidal say things that you don't like someone nor love someone but deep inside you love her don't you?" it said "I..I....I love her!" I shouted "And will you let someone stop your love for her? Will you let her change?Will you let other people get her?" it asked "I won't let anyone stop me from loving her" I answered "How will you plan to get her?" it asked "By killing the people who influenced her" I answered whilst grabbing a pipe "Let the killing start" it said with excitement

Senior House
"This is their leader's house show me how you can get her again" it said.I walked up the door and knocked I wore my mask and waited,he opened the door I said "Die bitch" and I started hitting him on the leg,head and everywhere "Ha Ha Ha Ha" he and I laughed on how pathetic the senior looked with his brains scattered on the floor "How about we hang this guy on the roof and use his blood to scare them" I said "Sounds insane....I love it" .I hanged the guy using ropes on the roof and wrote on the door saying "We want her".

The Next Day
I woke up knowing nothing "Argh my head is killing me today" I said getting up my bed "Thats not the only thing killing you" it said "What the.." I said.After that it didn't say anything my day went normal until *Screams* I looked around and saw Sophia and the rest of the seniors looking at the body and blood stained walls suddenly it spoke "Hahahahahahahaha" I opened the canister while panicking and took one then two then three then four then five then six then seven then eight until I couldn't stopped counting until I realized what I've done I killed 10 seniors and about to kill the person I love.She ran and ran and ran and ran and ran until we were at the abandoned building she fell on her knees begging me not to kill her then it stopped her cries stopped and I said "My love wont keep you trapped in this world.A world filled with pain,betrayal and worst of all me die in peace Sophia may you be released in this cage we call Earth"

End
AN:Wow took me a long time to update a part huh well I could say a excuse but I won't oh yah the quote well the character in this story already got it so imma just copy and paste that one here (Lazy)

Quote
Life is the curse of living,the curse of being perpetually trapped it a cycle of life and death and we can't stop it.

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