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Please don't go after I say this. I have an announcement to make to every. Single. One of you.
I suffer from depression.
I know this may come as a shock to you all.
But I'm trying so hard to fight through it. And it sucks because it's so hard to deal with.
I am saying this as an apology to not updating as often as you would like. See, for those of you who hopefully don't have depression, it's like being in a hole that's too deep to crawl out of, and reality is out of reach. Some days I wake up and just want to do absolutely nothing. Not even eat, drink, go to the bathroom, or even get up. But like most countries, we are forced into the school system. I can't just stay home even if I physically have to be dragged out of bed. I seem fine to my friends and family, but I feel like just another part of society, being a puppet to others. I'm numb yet so sad inside, but no one would know, because it's all in my head.
So,
If I don't post for a long time, pm me on this app or message my instagram.
I will get it and make an effort to update.
This is not to make you feel bad or pity me, but I just thought that you guys would know why I disappear and don't come back for days at a time.
My insta: @i_love_rats88

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