Missing You | Harvey Mills

15. too late

-16th november-

harvey
Annie
[sent 1:13am]

I just want to say I'm sorry
[sent 1:13am]

For everything
[sent 1:13am]

-today-

harvey
I'm sorry for hurting you and being such an idiot. I know what I did was wrong and stupid and although I regret it, a part of me is still thankful for the happy memories and times we had together, and for the privilege I got of getting to know you.

[sent 11:17pm]

But you hate me now and I understand

[sent 11:18pm]

annie
I don't hate you Harvey
[read 11:18pm]

I could never
[read 11:18pm]

harvey
You can if you want
You should
[sent 11:19pm]

annie
No Harvey
There would be no point in that
[read 11:19pm]

People break up all the time and we just weren't meant to be
[read 11:20pm]

harvey
People don't usually break up when their whole relationship was created out of a bet
[sent 11:20pm]

annie
You've apologised enough Harvey
It was a stupid mistake
[read 11:20pm]

harvey

You and Anthony would make a cute couple
[sent 11:21pm]

annie

I don't like Anthony
[read 11:21pm]

harvey
But he likes you
[sent 11:21pm]

annie
Not anymore
[read 11:21pm]

He likes Sophia now
[read 11:21pm]

harvey
Oh
[sent 11:22pm]

annie
I just don't get it Harvey
[sent 11:25pm]

Why didn't you just stop the bet if you really liked me?
[sent 11:25pm]

harvey
I don't know.
I knew I should have but I thought that you'd never find out
[sent 11:26pm]

I didn't care about you in the beginning, but then I started to like you, feel jealous and protective of you. I denied my feelings for you because I was afraid.
[sent 11:27pm]

annie
Afraid of what?
[read 11:27pm]

harvey
Falling in love
[sent 11:27pm]

I didn't know it then but you were the light to my world Annie
When you entered it was like being in a dim room and not noticing how dim it was until the light turned on
When you left everything was dark again.
[sent 11:29pm]

annie
Why did you do it in the first place?
[read 11:30pm]

harvey

Because I was a jerk that wanted money and liked to play with girls' feelings.
But I changed for you Annie
[sent 11:31pm]

annie
Bs
[read 11:31pm]

The only thing that changed were your 'feelings' for me
[read 11:31pm]

harvey
Why the quotation marks?

[sent 11:32pm]

annie
Because you're making excuses.
Just because you started to like me doesn't mean you stopped being the jerk you always were
[read 11:32pm]

harvey
I tried to change
[sent 11:32pm]

Annie
No you didn't
[READ 11:33pm]

harvey
I'm sorry
[sent 11:33pm]

annie
You say you're sorry but do you actually mean it? Or is it because you feel bad and want to make yourself feel better?
[read 11:34pm]

harvey
What's your point Annie?
[sent 11:34pm]

annie
My point is that you're still the jerk you were 8 years ago. The one who used to chase me around the playground and pull my hair and make fun of everything I wore.
[read 11:38pm]

And the only one who didn't turn out to be such a jerk was Max. He was my only friend for almost a year because you started some stupid rumor that I had some horrible disease and ruined any chance that I could make a new friend
[read 11:39pm]

harvey
That was over 8 years ago Annie get over it
[sent 11:39pm]

annie
I used to hide and sneak out through the back door when you came home so I wouldn't bump into you
[read 11:40pm]

harvey
I was like 10 back then Annie
[sent 11:40pm]

annie
But even now you're still making fun at girls who you think are 'unpopular' and rating them right in front of their faces
[read 11:40pm]

harvey
It's a joke
[sent 11:41]

annie
Not to them it's not
[read 11:41pm]

I don't understand how you and Max can be twins but be so different.
I don't understand how you could have turned out to be such a dick
[read 11:41pm]

harvey
We're different people with different personalities. I know I'll never be like Max and that I know I'll never be good enough for you.
[sent 11:42pm]

I'm sorry
[sent 11:42pm]

annie
Too late
[read 11:42pm]

Night Harvey
[read 11:42pm]

harvey
Night
[sent 11:42pm]

-edited

Thoughts on this chapter?
Disclaimer: Harvey never properly bullied Annie it was just teasing but teasing can suck sometimes :/
Hmm I might add in a flashback at some point so KEEP READING ILY GUYS XX
~c for chameleon