Why Don't We ♡ Raegan

the unknown person

• unknowns pov •

i knew raegan was scared of me. i knew raegan hated me. i knew raegan will never forgive me but i want that beautiful girl back. i want to see her smile again. i want to be able to hug and kiss her whenever i want. i want to run around and be crazy with her. i know what i did was very messed up, but maybe she will understand. 

"maybe."

"just maybe."

 i decided a while ago, about 3 months ago, that i needed that amazing girl back in my life. i ditched ellie because i needed raegan. i needed a plan to get her back so i hit up my dad, who works for the government, who would do anything for me, to start tracking raegans phone and information. my dad had informed me that she was texting her brother daniel about moving to LA. i already lived in LA, and so did raegan until i messed up. when she got to LA, i tracked her location and knew exactly where she was. i knew that this plan was a very horrible thing to do to a person, but i hoped she wouldn't find out. i noticed a few days after i tried to get to where she was living that she was at the beach. i needed to go do anything i could to talk to her. i arrived at the beach and immediately saw her. 

"damn." i whispered, "she looks hot in that bikini."

 i decided i would go where she was to try to talk to her. when i got there i started walking towards her. i saw her get nervous and tap the "boy i saw her in the hall with the other day's" shoulder. after that the boy saw me and they both started sprinting out. i was hurt. i know how much horror i put her through and now she doesn't want to see me. i understand. 

"i am a better person now so i will not get mad." i said to myself.

a group of 4 boys saw me and ran after her too. i don't know how they know that i was a bad person in raegans life, but they definitely know. i started running to my car when i saw them pulling out. i wanted to catch up with them. i was right behind them when we were driving when a horrible idea came to my mind which at the time, i thought was a good one. 

i picked up the speed and hit the back of their car. i just realized what i had done. i just sat there in complete silence thinking. i knew they were going to call 9-1-1, obviously, who wouldn't. then i saw raegan get out of the car. i pulled myself together and went outside to talk to her. when she saw me she froze. i think her friend did too because he wasn't making any moves. i think he knew that it was me who hit them, but raegan didn't. her friend just stood there in shock while raegan's jaw was dropped, while a single, dry, tear went down her gorgeous face. i stepped forward and hugged her. she didn't hug back, she was still frozen. i felt her body shivering on mine. i stopped hugging 10 seconds later when she passed out, the boys rushed over, her friend started panicking, and the cops came. 

"wow." i murmured. "perfect timing." (note the sarcasm)

they were all rushed to the hospital because of raegan and i was alone. i was fined a ton by the police and for all the damage of my, and their car. that didn't even matter to me. what matters is that raegan and the boys now have even less respect for me.

i kept having flashbacks of me and that gorgeous 17, well now 18 year old girl. she is the definition of perfect. i can't name a flaw on her body. she has the perfect cute, small, but sort of noticeable freckles on her face. she has the perfect hair that she can do anything she wants with. she has the most beautiful blue eyes that look like the ocean. she is skinny and tall, but not to tall. she is nice, funny, honest, and loving. i can't believe i did what i did to her. how awful of me.

i call my brother, who knows the boys, who knows what i did to raegan, and who knows how bad i want her back. he picked me up and i explained everything

"wow." he said, "you are horrible."

"i know." i sighed, about to cry.

"i know."

i think i should leave raegan alone. i want the best for her, but i want her to be happy with me. i don't know if i'm selfish or just smart for realizing her perfections. 

"i don't know what i'm going to do with myself logan." i said sobbing. i'm the worst paul in the family.

a/n OMFG NOW YOU KNOW WHO IT IS ( and if you don't notice how i used the terms, "my brother logan paul." and logan only has one brother, jake. )WOOOOOOO omg can you believe that it's him ahahahaha! ok so what do you think is going to happen next? keep in mind the tour is super duper soon omg i can't wait to write the next few chapter. btw i already know what i'm doing because i have an unpublished "chapter" that tells me all the plans i have for the next chapters 

ajsusiapslndjdisoapakdnhdis i'm so excited

also, what do you think that jake did? what he did will make you want to jump through your screen and slap him btw. also no hate on jake i just wanted to write it about him, because i wanted it to be someone related to someone close to the boys.

GUYSSSSS if your not reading this late which you prolly are, halloween is in 2 days!!! ahhhh yes. i wonder if the boys are doing anything. 

i think they should be teletubbies and go trick or treating like little babies haha that would be a sight to see, hot guys wearing onesies lmaooooo! 

i hope your having a great day or night and yah stay lit fam

wow i'm gonna be gr8 and edit this because i absolutely hate it when i read sentences in these books and see like a million mistakes and don't understand the thought or point the author is trying to make. no hate though because we all make mistakes and if you write these like me too you know that it is HARD. it takes me like an hour or more to write 1000 word chapters. 

i like doing this because it makes me a super fast typer it's amazing.

bye peoplessssss

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edited word count: 1193

 yes it's a lot more, but i added a lot of clearer details so you know EXACTLY what is happening at the EXACT time i want it to do ya hehe. i also added a bunch to the authors note.