a/n idk what i'm even doing i'm just writing and it's 2 am and i have to go school the next morning but i have nothing to do bc our house just got hit with lightning and the fire department left (there was no fire though and were ok) and none of us can sleep even the 11 month old and 5, 10, and 7 year old siblings can't sleep. (i'm the oldest of 5) wooo what a rant okay i'm prolly gonna post this the day after because i'm gonna start tonight and finish tomorrow afternoon oh wait what am i even saying it's 2 am so i'll post in like 16 hours hip hip hooray woo ya yeet lol what is wrong with me imma be dead at school tomorrow haha school starts in 7 hours omg. ahaha i'm eating bagels and it's 3:30 am
so update from a while ago: a lot broke, our router, 2 speakers, 2 tv's, the garbage disposal, all of our cable boxes, a power line, and our super expensive projector oh lord, but i was super happy because our strong $15 toaster from walmart is ALIVE!!! so i was able to make a burnt bagel for 3:30 am no joke i got 4 hours asleep but yah. enough with being dramatic and ranting now.
ok let's continue.
• jonahs pov •
so, tasha wants me back and somehow she got my number and started sending me really revealing pictures. i feel guilty that i couldn't stop looking at them for some reason, even though i wasn't officially with raegan, i felt like my heart is hers and her heart is mine. what tasha did to me wasn't ok, but we loved each other, and she was drunk and drugged up and she had the proof. tasha is stunning too, like maybe even more stunning than raegan.
"ugghh that not what matters jonah!!" i said quietly.
"what's that jonah?" zach questioned.
"nothing." i muttered.
"tell me." zach said with stern eyes.
"i refuse." i stated.
"tell me or i'll ask out raegan for you." zach said
"fine." i muttered, "please don't hate me."
"i can't make any promises but i'll be reasonable." he said.
"ok, i kindof like tasha." i whispered.
"what!" zach gasped, "after what she did to you."
"she was drunk." i reminded zach.
"so!" he whisper-yelled, trying not to let raegan hear us.
"i'm sorry." i whispered
"think about you and raegan." zach said before storming off.
just then raegan walked in. great.
"what's wrong with him?" she laughed.
i didn't answer, i just put my head down.
"jonah." she said stretching out the "ah".
my face turned red. there's no way i can admit this to her.
"i'm sorry, i can't say." i said.
"why are you being like this?" she asked obviously sad and confused.
"sorry." i whispered as she walked away
a/n sorry it's a short one i'm still devastated about what happened but it's ok i hope you guys are all doing well. i had to post this late because i was at my grandparents house all night helping out because her basement flooded badly and a lot of her stuff was ruined by the water.
"stay strong." :))))
ilysm <3
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Why Don't We ♡ Raegan
Fiksi Penggemar"i love you, and i don't want to lose you. because my life has been better since the day i found you"
