Why Don't We ♡ Raegan

tasha

• jonahs pov (thoughts) •

"i know what i'm doing is wrong."

"i'm not raegans girlfriend so i guess it doesn't really matter."

"no i can't do this, it would really hurt raegan."

"i can't be a bad person."

"it doesn't matter though because me and raegan aren't official."

so much is going through my head right now.

i don't think i should be doing this, but i can't help it.

• DMS •

@xoxotasha hey jonah ;)

@jonahmarais hey t

@xoxotasha doing anything today?

@jonahmarais i'm on tour tasha

@xoxotasha i'm in atlanta right now 😏

@jonahmarais well in that case, i'm not busy :))

@xoxotasha meet me at the grove at 2:00?

@jonahmarais sounds good, can't wait.

@xoxotasha me neither, sorry about the last time you saw me, i feel awful and i didn't even realize what i was doing.

@jonahmarais no, i understand it wasn't your fault beautiful.

@xoxotasha thanks 😚

@jonahmarais no problem see ya soon

@xoxotasha ok bye ✌🏼

• jonahs pov •

"bye guys i'm going to the grove!" i said.

"why, and with who?" jack shouted.

"i just wanna go look at the gorgeous nature, and take a hike by myself!" i yelled back, almost walking out of the door.

"whatever you say!" corbyn shouted.

it was 2:00. i was looking around for tasha, when someone tapped my shoulder.

i looked behind me.

"tasha!" i shouted giving her a huge hug.

"i missed you." she whispered in my ear.

"i missed you too." i whispered back.

we walked around, and found a cafe, and sat down.

we were talking for a while. tasha has a really interesting life now.

- she is a chanel model

- she is an actress

- she is growing a lot on instagram

- she is starting a youtube channel

we were finished at the cafe, and then we just walked around.

we were back where we started, at a beautiful fountain. 

i don't know how it happened, but we kissed.

it was a good kiss, but not as good as raegans. it didn't feel right, i guess.

i pulled back and saw raegan from a distance with tears filled in her eyes. we made eye contact, and she just started running. i felt awful.

"i need to go tasha, but i had fun." i said.

"oh ok." she said sadly, "do you have somewhere to be?"