I smiled as Murdoc held my hand. I looked at him with so much adoration. He was driving us down an old, dark road. The Stylo held so many good memories. I was so happy. I looked out the window at the moon, thinking to myself how lucky I was. I looked forward and there was caution tape blocking the road ahead.
"Murdoc, slow down," I said calmly. I looked over, him still holding my hand, he didn't look at me, his facial expression didn't change. "Murdoc slow down!" I screamed. It's like he was a lifeless puppet. Murdoc crashed through the tape and everything blocking what was to come. Suddenly, he looked at me slowly with a creepy, wide smile. As the car, went off the cliff, Murdoc morphed into a demon and flew out of the car window. The car flew quickly down. I was waiting to die at any moment.
I quickly sat up in bed, gasping for air. It was just a dream, I realized. I jumped out of bed and analyzed the room. I was alone. The painful reality of what happened with Murdoc last night struck my heart. I felt so empty. A lump formed in my throat and I broke down crying. I fell on the floor and wailed as loud as I could, pulling at my hair in frustration. I knew at that moment I'd never see Murdoc again.
I crawled over to my nightstand and grabbed my bottle of painkillers. As I tried to unscrew the cap, I realized I had no strength. I threw the bottle and got out my pen and a notebook. Instead of going straight to my destructive behavior, I figured I'd write. I spilled my heart out on those pages in my shitty handwriting. Everything I felt at that exact moment. After about half and hour, I got sleepy and I felt better. Like a burden had been lifted.
I was still sad, of course but, I felt that the whole in my heart had been filled for a bit. I was afraid of waking up the next morning. Who knew how I'd feel. As I laid my head down, there was a knock at my bedroom door.
"Yeah?" I called out. It was Noodle.
"Hey. I just heard some noise and wanted to see if you're okay," she smiled, pitifully.
"Yeah, I'll be okay. Thanks for checking. Goodnight, Noodle," I smiled weakly.
"Night, D," she smiled back and closed the door quietly. I laid my head back down and listened to some music until I fell asleep.
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Broken: a Sequel
FanficThe sequel to Don't Count On It. After the ups and downs of Murdoc and 2D's relationship, things finally come together. The boys decide not to tell the fans of their relationship until after the release of the new album. However, an ex girlfriend co...
