Broken: a Sequel

Chapter 19: 2D's POV

   

Hey everyone! I'm on spring break now! wooh! So I'm here with another chapter. Sorry for not including a song. I couldn't find one that had the feel or lyrics that this chapter has. If ya'll recommend one or I find one, I'll add it later. Also, remember, I'm here for all of you. Add me on kik: pheebsmeow instagram:pheebsthequeen_  or snapchat: pheebsthequeen. Hope it doesn't sound like I'm trying to get followers. I'm just genuinely interested in you beautifuls that read my stories. :)

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 I stepped into Jude's door. His apartment was large and had an upstairs. It was really nice and I was excited. At least I thought I was, anyway. 

    "So, do you want something to drink?" asked Jude.

    "Um, some water?" I stammered.

    "I meant alcohol but, whatever," said Jude rudely as he grabbed a couple glasses. I felt like a stupid child. Water? I should've just asked for a beer or something. My stomach was hurting. Jeez. I'm such a baby. 

    "Here," Jude handed me my glass of water. I sipped at it quietly as he downed shot after shot and talked about himself. Loudly, might I add. His voice seemed to raise five decibels after each tiny glass of alcohol passed through his lips. 

    "Come on," he said as he stood up.

    "h-huh?" I asked. I was off in my own little world. 

    "Come on," he grabbed my hand and dragged me upstairs. I was so tense. I really needed to loosen up. Jude pushed me onto the bed. He climbed on top of me and began kissing my neck. I felt so fucking weird. I didn't know why. My heart was beating so fast. I think I was having a panic attack. Jude's lips kissed mine. I didn't kiss back. I pushed him off of me. 

  "I'm sorry. I can't do this," I said with a wimpy tone. I really hated myself right now. 

    "That's alright. I'm so sorry. I've made a bit of an ass of myself tonight, haven't I?" Jude self reflected.

    "A bit," I said and Jude hopped off the bed and sat in front of me. I looked down. 

    "I felt if I acted like a tough guy, maybe I wouldn't get hurt again. Stuart, I know we just met but, I care about you. I'd like to get to know you more. So, could we maybe redo this tomorrow night? Well, I mean go out to somewhere without alcohol. Have a good time. I'll pay for our evening. What do you say?" Jude looked at me sweetly. My heart melted. I hesitated a moment. I was single. I don't know why I'm feeling like a cheater.

    "Sounds lovely. Um, should I be going?" I asked.

    "No! You should stay! You can sleep up here and I'll take the couch!" Jude exclaimed. He grinned from ear to ear. 

    "Haha okay I'll stay. I'm not sleepy quite yet, though. Want to watch some TV and talk while you sober up?" I asked. 

    "Yes! Let me change my clothes and I'll be right back. Do you need something to sleep in?" 

    "Yeah that would be good," I giggled.

    As Jude and I got comfortable, he turned the TV on and we started to talk about life. I think I was falling in love, honestly. He had been hurt so much in his life. He was so sweet, though. 

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I woke up and glanced at the clock. It was 3am. I had a blanket over me. There was a note and a glass of ice water next to me. The not read "Goodnight, sweetie. I'm downstairs on the couch if you need me :)". I smile, laid back down and went back to sleep. My heart felt so light. My stomach had butterflies. Finally, things were looking up.