I'm in class right now, crying. I'm so stressed out and depressed. In my senior project class I have a 48 for the first six weeks and a 75 for the second. My teacher is being an absolute ass. It's not my fault I missed the whole first six weeks because I was in a mental hospital. She's on my ass insisting I get caught up. I can't do ten weeks of work in only four. I'm trying so hard but it's just not possible. She constantly has me on a wild goose chase for information and I can't do it anymore. I'm just having a full out breakdown. It's too much work and I can't bear to do it anymore. I hate my teacher. She's being so insensitive to my dilemma. I just want to curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep. I'll probably do that at lunch if I'm being honest. I just dont want to be here right now. At least I'm getting picked up at 1:30 today. I have a wisdom teeth consultation. Not looking forward to it, but it's better than being at this god awful school.
On another note I went out trick or treating with some friends. It was alright. They were kind of rowdy compared to me, but we got alone relatively well. I've still been playing a lot of minecraft here lately. I've been on a towny server. It's pretty small so I'm getting to know the community. I really like my town and the people in it. I also joined the server and nation discord chat, so that's fun. Everyone is pretty nice. Here lately the only thing I look forward to is getting on mc to talk to them and play. It's the only even remotely fun thing I have to do.
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RandomI give you the key to my diary-- the key to my internal mechanisms. As of today, I will make an entry every day detailing my life. I can't tell you why I want to share, but I do. I think some things need to be shared to destroy the stigma around the...