I played minecraft. I miss Jamie and Ama. I played on our old server. I want to talk to them. They probably forgot about me. I'm depressed. Why is everything always so numb? I just don't get it. I've been trying so hard to get better. Now I'm back at square one crying in my room. Why? I don't get it. I miss everyone. I miss Tayton and Vyctoria. I miss Dimi. God. I miss everyone. I want them all back. Life is empty without the people I care about. I miss everything about them. I miss the fun and mischief. Everything was great when I was with them. I could forget how shitty life actually was. I know I still have people here for me but I'm hung up in the past. So many regrets. I hate myself for it. Why did I let my life come this direction? I've messed so much up. Things could be better if I hadn't messed up so badly. It sucks. I'm full of self hate. Why am I such a screw up? Just answer me that.
I don't even know where Persephone is so j can cuddle her. I just want to sleep. And cry. And sleep. I don't want to go to school. I'm too depressed. I might just fake sick. I don't want to feel like this but idk what I can do to feel better. It feels like an impossible task. Anyways thanks for listening to me broken ramblings I guess. It means a lot. Even if no one comments, I notice when the reads go up. You guys are my silent support.
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