October 2nd, 7:22pm

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Feeling lonely again. I wish I had some friends to hang out with or something. Life is just so... Dull. I'm not necessarily depressed, I'm just empty. I feel as if something is missing inside of me, and this gaping hole is growing bigger and bigger. At least with this diary, I can pretend I'm talking to a friend, not writing on a platform where my work will never be noticed. I feel crappy. Persephone is snuggled against me but even she isn't bringing a smile to my face.

I would play video games or something, but I don't even have the motivation to get off the couch. Everything just seems super difficult right now. I guess that's depression, though. I wish there was a magical way to make it go away. I want to feel whole. I was fine earlier but now I'm just drifting downwards. I hate the fact that depression hits randomly. At least I'm not having a breakdown, though. Just feeling down and wanting to get it off my chest. Thanks for listening, guys.

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