A Love Tale(Completed)

Chapter 20

CHAPTER 20

[AIRI’S POINT OF VIEW]

Wala na ko sa sarili the rest of the day. Lutang ako, as in lutang talaga.

Di ko na nga alam kung saan napadpad ang utak at kaluluwa ko.

At nakahilata nalang ako ngayon sa aking kama.

Paulit ulit na nagreplay sa isip ko ung mga nangyari ngayong araw. UGH!

WTH!!!! Si Hiroto nag-confess, tapos si Alex, di ko maintindihan ang kinikilos.

Ba’t ba ang complicated ng buhay ko?! AISHHHH!

Naalala ko tuloy na kailangan ko palang isipin kung anong sasabihin ko kay Hiroto.

Ano nga bang feelings ko para sa kanya?

Kasi naman lagi nya lang akong iniinis at sinisira ang araw ko. -_______-

Pero kahit na ganun,  nasanay na din naman ako since rival friends na kami ever since elem. :/

I like him.... as a friend right?

Or is it more? No.

He’s more than my bestfriend.

He’s my special someone.

Kahit na palagi kaming nag-aaway, he’s always there for me, protecting me.

He’s not just a friend.

Kinuha ko ung photo album sa drawer ko.

Nakita ko dun ung isang picture namin ni Hiroto na magkasama at magkahawak kamay nung first year junior/middle school palang kami.

I..... I don’t want to hurt him.

Why did he have to fall in love with me?

He’s my special someone, but not much to tell him that I love him.

Ayoko syang saktan pero alam kong mas masasaktan sya kapag nagsinungaling ako.

Ugh!! >___<

Nagwaldas pa sya ng pera para lang sabihin un sakin. T__T Talk about effort.

Tapos ituturn down ko lang sya? I don’t want to give him such a bad memory.

Aaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!! Anong gagawin ko????

<~Saturday~>

Talk about eyebags. -________-

Ghad, masama talaga sa kalusugan ko ang pagsama sa dalawang lalaki na un.

Ung feeling na tanghali na at di pa din ako bumababa para kumain. (__ __)

*knock knock*

“Pasok.”-ako

Nakahiga lang ako sa kama at tinatamad ako tumayo. Ba’t ba kasi ang dami ko nang agad problema sa mundo!?

“Airi, ito na ung pagkain mo oh. Ayaw mo kasi atang bumaba eh.”-Mommy Alice na may hawak ng tray. Napabangon ako.

“Palagay nalang po so sa table Mommy. Thank you po.”-ako sabay higa ulit.

Nilapag nya un at naupo sa kama ko. Hinaplos nya ung buhok ko.

“May problema ba?”

I shook my head.

“Come here.”

Bumangon ako at lumapit sa kanya. Bigla nya kong yinakap.

“If there’s anything bugging you, don’t hesitate to talk me. Kahit na stepmother mo lang ako, I see you as my own daughter.”

I smiled. Naalala ko tuloy ung time na galit na galit ako kay Papa dahil naghiwalay sila ni mama at di ko natake na makita si mommy alice nun dahil galit ako sa kanila.

Pero ngayon, I really regret getting mad at them. Mahal na mahal kami ni Mommy alice kahit di nya kami kadugo.

“Mom... anong gagawin mo kung ung special someone mo nagconfess sayo and you don’t want him to get hurt kasi di mo naman sya gusto in a romantic way. Anong sasabihin mo?”Tanong ko sa kanya.

Napatawa si mommy. “Don’t tell me may nag-confess sayo?”

Namula ako bigla. >//< Aasarin na tuloy ako ni mommy!

“Mom!”-ako

“Okay okay, Hmmm... if he’s a special someone, he must a very important person to you right?”I nodded.

“If I were you, I’ll tell him the truth.”

“Kahit na masasaktan sya?”

“Sa pagmamahal, hindi laging Masaya. May times na matuturn down ka din. Pero kung ako ang taong un, kahit na hindi nya ko gusto, as long as alam kong totoo ang sinabi nya at Masaya sya, I’ll be happy for that person I love. Kaya madalas, mas maganda to tell him how you really feel, now what you mind thinks. Coz’ it’s your heart who knows the answer, not your mind.”

Dun ko lang narealize ung tamang sagot. Mommy Alice is right.

I have to tell him what he is to me. Not what my mind thinks of him.

“Thanks mom.”

<~Sunday~>

*inhale exhale*

This is it! Diz is really is it is it ng bonggang bongga!

Sige konting lakad pa at makikita ko na din si Hiroto.

Pfuu~ Ghad, keri ko ba toh?

*lakad lakad*

Teka, asan na ba ung lobby nya? Tss. Ba’t ba kasi ang yaman nun? -____-

Ayon! Nakita ko din! *v*

“Hey.”-sabi nya pagkapasok ko. I smiled at him.

“Umm... here.”Inabot ko sa kanya ung isang letter. Tiningnan nya un tapos kinuha. Akmang bubuksan na nya un ng pigilan ko sya.

“O-Open it when you’re in Japan already. I don’t know how to answer to you but I hope that’ll be enough.”Nginitian nya lang ako.

I hugged him. “I’ll miss you.”

“Me too.”Kumalas ako sa yakap.

“Say hi to our classmates for me, okay?”

“I will. But take good care of yourself okay?”

“Of course.”

Sinabi nung isang bodyguard nya na aalis na.

“Well then, I’m going.”

“Yeah. Goodbye.”

Tumalikod sya pero humarap ulit.

“By the way, tell this to Alex, I’ll beat him up if he breaks his promise.”

Huh? Promise? Nag-usap sila ni Alex? Close sila? O__O

Akala ko magka-away sila?

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Hiroto,

    I don’t really know how to start this letter so I’ll be starting randomly. You know what, I really hate you for always treating me as your rival, we always bicker, we always fight and all ever since elementary until now. Do you remember back in middle school when I was bullied by the boys and I cried because of that. And then you suddenly told me that I’m such a crybaby and you challenged me to be your rival to make me stronger. Even though we were friends, we were rivals. You were always there for me everytime I’m in danger or alone. I thought of you as my bestfriend... but not now. You’re a special someone for me. I may not like you back but I know, you’re more than my friend. And you will always be my special someone. I will always be there for you just like you are to me. Thank you, my special someone.

-Airi