Textmate

Chapter 3: You're a part of this!

Luckily, our first-period teacher was late so it was not very embarrassing to walk inside our room. As soon as I stepped into the room, I noticed most of the eyes were looking at me. Maybe they're not used of seeing me late but seriously, these people were so creepy today. I just ignored their stares and just continue walking until I reached my desk. I put my things and a certain piece of paper that was coming from my book fell on the floor. I stretched to grab it but I noticed it was already picked by one of my classmates, Rain. He handed it to me and gave me a very sad look.

"What is the matter with you?" I asked.

"I'm so sorry!" He made it sound like he has made a very huge mistake to me.

"For what?" I asked.

"For the breakup." He said to me as he seated beside me. Rain was Albert's bestfriend.

"Duh! I'm over it. It's been a week. Don't feel sorry for me. I'm fine and I know I can move on." I said giving him my assurance. But to be honest, I'm a little bit disappointed with him. He was part of the breakup. Somehow, I blamed him for this because none of this would've happened if he warned me of Albert's plan of breaking up with me.

"Don't worry! I'll try to convince him."

"It's no use." I sighed as I seated at my desk. 

"You know what? You're a part of this!" I continued with a more firm voice. There, I just said it. It's just that I couldn't contain it any longer.

"What do you mean?" He asked while raising an eyebrow.

"You should've warned me what Albert was up to, or from the start, you should've given me your honest opinion that he was just playing with my feelings."

"I did tell you but I think you have forgotten it since you only entertain your feelings towards Albert." He reasoned.

"Really? As far as I can remember, you said that he was so serious about me and you even said that if the two of us will be together, you would be very happy."

"Yes, I did say that but you must be clever enough to know that his intentions are not real." He blurted. Oh, wait a second. That was harsh. 

As soon as I heard those words, I don't know but I felt the pain in my chest again. I looked away from him and I noticed the tears coming from my eyes. I hate you, Albert. I hate you Rain. There was an awkward silence for a little while. I just put my left hand on my head. Rain immediately got his handkerchief and gave it to me.

"Sorry, Ash. I never meant to.." I cut him out and immediately walked outside. So this is the side effects of the breakup thing. Crap. Right at this moment, I wanted to just go somewhere else where I can be alone or maybe disappeared. Hate is the only feeling that I'm feeling right now. 

Author's note: Thanks for reading.