A Group DM Is How It All Started {Completed}✅

chapter sixty six

Janina's pov: I heard my doorbell ring and sighed as I got up from my bed. I was the only one home so I had to go all the way downstairs to see who was at the door instead of staying in my comfy bed. I have see Luke since the other day when he was over and I'm slightly worried that I scared him off so I'm hoping he's at the door right now. I opened my front door and gasped when I saw Luke standing in front of me with Zach right besides him. I smiled when I looked at Zach because I was so happy to see him. Expect my smile flattened when I remembered that he broke up with me, leaving me broken for not the first or second time, but the third time. I broke eye contact with him and looked over at Luke.

"Janina." Zach said causing me to look back at him once again.

I hummed a response, confused as why he was here and how Luke got him to come back to Pennsylvania to see me.

"Can I talk to you?" Zach asked.

"Sure." I said making room for them to come inside.

Zach came inside, but Luke didn't move.

"I'll leave you too alone, but I'll be right out here if you need me." Luke said.

"You sure?" I asked.

Luke nodded his head. I shut my front door and turned towards Zach.

"Um follow me into the living room." I said.

Zach nodded then followed me into my living room. I sat down on my couch and Zach sat right next to me. I turned -sitting crisscross applesauce- so I was facing Zach and he did the same so he was facing me.

"I've missed you." Zach said quietly as he took my hands in his.

"I've missed you too." I mumbled looking at our hands.

Zach fell silent making me feel uncomfortable due to the events that had happened between us in the past few days.

"I'm sorry." Zach finally said, breaking the silent.

I looked up at him, not saying anything.

"I'm sorry for hurting you over and over again, for just breaking your heart repetitively, for not letting you explain to me, for not trusting you and for everything else." He said.

"I was just scared to lose you and figured you would finally get back at me for cheating on you twice." He added quickly.

My mouth slightly dropped.

"You thought I would cheat on you?" I asked.

"No, I mean kind of, but-" He started to say, but I cut him off.

"I would never do that, I've been cheated on by you twice, twice for christ sake!" I exclaimed.

"Being cheated on hurts a lot, especially when you're cheated on by someone you love." I continued.

"I know how it feels to be cheated on that I would never want to put anyone in that position." I said.

"I would never want to put you in the position you made me in, when you cheated." I added.

"I'm so so so sorry, I was stupid both of those times." He said as squeezed my hands with his.

I pulled my hands away from him and looked away from him because I knew what I'm about to say next is gonna make him hurt. Plus I know if I look at him I'll change my mind and not say what I'm about to say.

"Can we just restart, again?" He asked.

"No." I said quietly.