I would write this because a life without risk is a life not well spent, so go out and try life.
I would write these words with hopes that in them you may find solace and one day you can find within its lines the reason to thrive.
Right now I don't really know what I want and honestly I don't think I have ever known.
I have always lived in fear listening to what people say is best for me to do..... I've thought the way they asked me to, walked and talked exactly the same..... But today I say not anymore and never again because today, right now, I'm grown.
When is the right time to let yourselves go?
Today,tomorrow,forever after the proposal they would say.... I laugh to that because they themselves, have no clue the right answer to that!
Be humble, be gentle let no man walk on all over you
But
I would take a chance on you!
The memory of you is getting Blurred in my vision
As I replay them most nights many scenes go missing
You took love from me and betrayed your words to me.
I'm valuable and I'm priceless
I'm worth more than you can imagine but I let you Lure me into your web of deception...
When you left all I did was drink to drown my pains and numb my sorrows and with no hesitation I soon retired to the dry grass laid in sheets!
You swore to protect me
You failed me at that,
I gave you everything but you let me down,
You let my love slip from your fingers,
You let me Drown!
The biggest risk was loving you but as time passed,
I realised that time,time,would eventually cure and differentiate love from like and like from infatuations....... It took a while to get over you but letting the thoughts of you leave my mind was one of my greatest accomplishments!
Take risks they say,
Do it now!
Live fast or don't live at all!
Feel it and do it!
But honey what they don't tell you is
if he is a fuvkboy leave him,don't even let him in because he is a condescending muhafuvka that would end up making you feel lower than you are hon!
You deserve better!
My mistake was that I knew I deserved better but I thought he would change
At a point he became a project I thought that for some reason I could change.
You could have made me your girl or told the world I was the one,but you didn't,was it because you knew I was a good girl or was it because my naive and unlearned soul was able to feed your ego,so you stayed only to feed.
Now you're back,telling me things like …
How you can't get over me
How there is only one of 'me'on earth
I showed you all my flaws and told you all my sins...
I let you in on all my secrets and I let you get familiar with all the parts of my being till you got comfortable!
I bent till I ached for you,
I let you find comfort in me,
I chose you but you let my soul rot in pain!
Before you left,
You told me that "I would heal in time and I should understand that
Men use women
But if a woman should stay young and beautiful forever her reign would never end".
Those were your best lines and
The only ones you used to put me in check
Your way of telling me not to eat too much,stay in shape and remain your trophy!
I was the comforter the world knew existed
I was the sense of humor that understood all your jokes
I was the plain girl,I was the secret you hid in the dark.
I let you use me,
I let you mould me to your wish,
I let you bend my knee to fit in positions that could please your fantasies,
I was the trophy you showed off but not the one you took home.
I lost myself to you and you ripped my heart away.
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But what you never knew was that
My innocence and purity would ruin you,
My peace shall bring you to your doom and demise,
In my heart shall lay your salvation
My generosity you shall speak of till your dying day,
I shall be your hope and your saving grace,
I shall be the utmost source of joy
I will be your greatest desire
But above all that, I'd be the one you lost!
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To the one that would find the key to the chains that hold my heart in bondage,
To the one that would set my heart free and teach me to love in the right way,
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Whenever you do find me,
Here is what l want you to do for me,
Pour me a glass of magic and blow my mind away,
Pour into my soul a sweet feeling of love and feed my mind with all the admiration to hit me off balance!
So that,
I will pour out my ocean of love and let you drown in me.💦💦💦
Let me show you my own kind of love!😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏
Melvenah
28/12/2017
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