The heart of an 'ex' lover!

remember!

I remember them,
I remember the days you called me beautiful,

I remember them,
I remember the ways you touched me

I remember them,
I remember the ways your words felt when you whispered them to me

I remember them,
I remember the ways your hands felt when they touched my body. you made me believe I was a secret worth being hidden.

I remember them,
I remember the ways I felt pleased when you moaned with pleasure when I gave you all I was and had.

I remember them,
I remember them all but I never forgot

I never forgot the tears I shed in the darkest of nights when you weren't by my side

I never forgot the tears I shed to the thought of someone else in your bed making memories with you

I never forgot the promises you made to me

I never forgot the text messages and calls I left with no response from you

I never forgot the state of depression you left me in when you turned your back on me

I never forgot the little laughs we had
I never forgot the nights I broke my rules for you, because honey I was a fool for you.

But now,
Lol, now those are just very sad memories to me and no matter the amounts of times you call wanting me back...

No matter the messages you leave waiting for replies you are nothing but just a lesson to me on the things I can leave without

And I promise I would never punish myself and my emotions again with someone like you.......

Thank you for entering my life and leaving a lesson behind...... I'm glad I met you because you serve as the type of boy I would advise my daughter against with evidence from my experience.

13/11/2017