space!

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Space
The distance I never knew I needed,
But it seems I still have a lot of healing to do.

But asides from space something else scares me,
and that is the fear of after now!

What happens after now,this moment?
Where would we go from here,cause I have no other plans to save us after here or do you?

I'm scared to lose this...
I have done ugly and shit looks good on me all because I wear my scars so well!

The bad I've done outweighs my good and that saddens me.
When I'm alone, I haunt myself,the wrong I've done and the hurt I can leave with scares me!

Maybe I was too quick to jump into this,
or too maybe I felt I was too brave to stand the risks,
But I've learnt to survive today so I can live tomorrow.

Now my question is,
Would you live with my ugly and accept my beauty with the knowledge that It would fade someday?

Would you wait for me in hopes that would heal someday?
Or
Would you be needing space?

Melvenah
13/04/2018

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