Letter | Bae Jinyoung ✔

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The Next Day...

Chaeyeon's

"Mom, call Jinyoung please..."

She's right.

Kailangan ko lang ng taong magpaparamdam sakin that  I am loved. dahil kumpara sa kanya, isa lang naman ang taong nagmamahal at umiintindi sakin, and that's my mom.

"He's on his way."

"Mom can you sit beside me?"

I can see her tears already..

I held her hand

"Mom, can you promise me one thing?"

"What's that?"

"I want you to find another man who will love you more than how dad loved you. A man who will protect and take care of you."

"I have you, anak..."

"Please Ma, just promise me."

"I will." she kept on crying

"Thank you mom.." First time kong umiyak sa harap ng mom ko. Hindi naman masama diba?

"Thank you for understanding me, for giving me what I need. For always calling Jinyoung whenever you think I need him, but you know what Ma? I realized, I only need you. Kase you have loved me unconditionally. I am blessed to have you as my Mom.. I love you so much. If I will be given a chance to choose my mom on my next life, I would still choose you."

"I love you too, anak. Please be strong."

*knocks*

"Hey."

Tumayo so mama at lumabas muna ng room

I smiled at him.

"I bought fruits."

" I never imagine I would say these things to you but... She's perfect for you. Now I know why everyone loves her.. Why you love her. Pero hindi ko alam kung bakit ako parin yung pinipili mo! Am I that beautiful? Pero ang tanga rin kase nya e! Bakit kase hindi nya sinasabi sayo?"

He was so confused.

"What are you talking about?"

"Here."

"What's this?"

"See for yourself. If she ever made it, tell her I'm sorry."

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Jinyoung's

Hindi ko maintindihan si Chaeyeon.

Inopen ko yung papel na binigay nya sakin...

"Dear Jinyoung,

                             Matagal na kitang crush hihihihi. Do you still remember the first letter you've received from me? Well, that's not for you. I was so mad at Hyungseob that time, pero narealize ko, siguro kung hindi nagawa ni Hyungseob yun, hindi magkakaron ng way para maging ganto tayo. Ang daming dumaan satin, pero mas marami yung time na nilayasan mo ko hahahaha! But, don't worry, I understand. Pero alam mo ba kung bakit ko naiintindihan? Kase I know how she feels.

                             I am so sorry for not telling you, pero may sakit din ako. Hindi ko sinasabi sayo, dahil alam ko kung pano ka kikilos pag nalaman mo. Ayokong malaman mo na katulad ni Chaeyeon inaatake din ako, na katulad nya malala na rin ang sakit ko, dahil pag ginawa mo yun, alam kong ako ang uunahin mo, alam ko ang nararamdaman ni Chaeyeon kaya hinahayaan kong ibigay mo sa kanya ang atensyon mo. Masakit, pero mas maswerte na rin ako sa kanya.

                           By this time, baka nasa loob na ko ng operating room. Yes, Ngayon. Teka Teka! Wag kang tatakbo!! If ever hindi ko magawa, Tandaan mo lagi na ako ang pinaka maswerteng babae, dahil maraming nagmamahal sakin, dahil Mahal mo ako. Thank you so much Jinyoung. 사랑해.

Morie