We Are Meant To Be

Calming Beam

He's trying to hide it but he can't hide it from me.  Neither of them can.  We've been together for too long.  We can read each other like we're the same person him, Kit, and me.  I know they're beyond upset at this situation and their first instinct is to strike.

That's not how I work though.  I need to know the who and I need to know the why.  No matter how much I think about it, there isn't a reason for someone to attack me. I haven't insulted anyone lately, I don't think.  I can't help if the truth is hurtful.  People should be less sensitive.

I look at Forth and we both know that our priority is calming down these two little fireballs of ours.  If they get too worked up they'll wreak havoc.  There's no way to stop them until they're satisfied but we can wear them out and right now that's the plan I'm going with.

"Forth you take Kit home and I'll take Beam." I say and Forth nods in understanding.

"What about us P'?" Ming asks.

"We'll have to get together tomorrow.  We'll work on the problem then after everyone has calmed down."

"You mean us?" Kit says, but he and Beam share the same expression.

Stay calm Pha.  It's like checking for landmines, you tread lightly checking the ground before you completely take a step. And yes I did compare my boyfriend and best friend to landmines.

"Babe, I think Pha is saying he wants to be alone with Beam.  He's just trying to be polite." I raise my head at him in thanks for the save.

"Aw that's crap, he would have just said that." Beam says, catching the lie.

"Fine, Beam I want to take you home and fuck you until you can't move ok?  I'm pretty sure Forth wants to do the same to Kit." Forth nods in agreement.

"Why didn't you just say so Asshole?" Kit says then grabs Forth's hand and pulls him out of the nurse's offices.

"Guess that's our cue too.  See you tomorrow P's." Yo says as he and Ming leave.

Beam eyes me suspiciously for a few minutes.

"You know now you're really gonna have to fuck me right?"

"Is that a threat? Because I have every intention following through." 

He wraps one arm around my waist as I rest one on his shoulder.  When we get to my car he refuses to let me drive.  I'm ok though, that means I get to stare at him for a little while.  Unfortunately my mind wanders back to today.  What happened? What did I do? What did I hear? What did I see?

I close my eyes and try to imagine what happened right before I got hit. 

I went to grab my watch out of my locker and was making my way back to Beam.  The hall was empty. It didn't feel strange, I didn't feel like someone was watching or following me.  I headed towards the main door but I stopped.

Why did I stop?

Ah right, something was on the ground. I bent down to pick it up.  Then I heard....

That's right someone said "I hate you" then I was hit.  It wasn't a voice I recognized either.  Not a very deep voice, or confident.  It was shaky but the hate was there.

"mmmmmmm." I hear my zipper being undone.  My monster is being set free.  Light licks on the tip then surrounded by moist heat.

My eyes fly open and I look down to see Beam has my cock in his mouth.  I guess that wasn't a dream. I move my hand to his head and drag my fingers through my hair while he does as he wishes.