word document from chaeyoung's laptop entitled, 'anger management diary'
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Before anyone else sees this and wonder why, most of all my boyfriend (Junhoe, if you're snooping around my laptop, I swear, I'll break up with you) this is a writing exercise. My unnies say this is good for venting out my feelings. I can't hurt the reason why I'm frustrated either so this is the least I can do.
This is my advice: Never, ever get into a relationship. When you do, make sure he's not a sarcastic, annoying, lazy one, like mine. He'll only bring headaches.
10 Reasons Why I Hate You Goo Junhoe
#1: when you act like you know everything
Fun fact: You don't know everything. Between the two of us, I'm the one more knowledgeable, seeing you don't study much. Oops. Hurts, doesn't it? Kinda wish you can read this right now to payback all the hurtful things you did to me.
Oooh. Don't act sarcastic on me now, mister. When we were fighting days ago, you said, and I quote, since I remember every words you said,
"I know a lot of guys will come near you, seeing I'm not gonna be there."
"I know you'll end up doing something stupid there anyway so don't bother coming."
You know. You know. You know! You only know how to say you know! Stop acting like you know!
Well, if you know everything, Mr. I-know-everything, you should probably know that I hate drinking. At best, I'll stay with my friends and they'll never force me to do something I'll be uncomfortable with. Gosh, why don't you trust me on this?
You should know, of all people, I'd never cheat on you. If anything, you're more of that type. Stop following sexy models on Instagram! You think I don't see it? The fact that you always spend time on your phone smiling at whatever's on your newsfeed proves a lot of things. I know I don't have big things but do you really have to search it at someone else's? Gosh, you're disgusting. Are big boobs and booties all there is to the world?
#2: when you make me feel I can't do something without you
I'm not a damsel in distress, okay? I don't need saving—unless I'm drowning or something. I think you're like this because I always cry, even with silly things and that makes you want to protect me over EVERYTHING. Fun fact #2: I may be oblivious over a lot of things but I can handle myself.
Okay, I can hear you scoffing at this. That's fine, given that one incident when I had to work as Jisoo unnie's substitute. But it made me realize, why do I get criticized for it? Do I have control over their thoughts? Stop sexualizing everything. It isn't the woman's fault if the guy has negative thoughts. I mean, I hear women everywhere getting sexually abused even if their sleeves and skirt are too long. If anything, people should reprimand the offenders, not the victims!
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