After we ate dinner and smoked, we went back to Diego's house. More like mansion. His house had around 5 bedrooms in it, with 3 bathrooms, a studio, and a office.
"Shit D, can I live here for the rest of my life?" I laugh a little.
"I mean.. yeah, if you really wanted to." He says with a side smile.
There's a comfortable silence for a couple seconds.
"Alright, where's our rooms?" I ask with a smile.
He grabs my hand and walks us upstairs to where 3 of the bedrooms are.
"Here's your room, Sel." He opens the door where there's a queen sized bed, 55 inch tv and two night stands with lamps on them.
"Wow.." I walk in there, putting my bags down.
Veronica's POV
Diego walks me to a room across the the hall from Selena's room.
He opens the door and we both walk in the room together.
"When should I tell Selena?" Diego asks, looking down at his feet.
"Whenever you think she's ready.." I say with a side smile, plopping myself onto the bed.
Diego leaves the room. I didn't know the answer for him, I just wanted both of them happy. ____________
*3 a.m.*
Selena's POV
All the thoughts in the back of my head, all the memories.
I was broken, trying to pick up all the pieces and put them back together.
I was laying down in bed, rocking back and forth. Talking to myself like a crazy person.
I was telling myself everything would be ok.
Tears streaming down my face. My breathing was uneasy, my head was pounding.
I started punching one of the pillows, than I screamed.
Next thing I know Diego is running into my room, trying to comfort me and asking me what's wrong.
"Shhhh, shhh.." He rubbed my arm, kissing my forehead.
This was the worst anxiety attack I've ever had, Diego understood because he always had anxiety attacks.
I felt like I was dieing, at this point I started feeling like I couldn't breath anymore.
"Selena, it's okay. Lay down, and look up at the ceiling, think about all the good things in your life." He tells me, laying down along with me as I lay down.
"Selena! Selena!" I hear Diego yell.
"Sorry, i-i was having a flashback."
I haven't had a anxiety attack like I had that day.
"What's on your mind?" He cocks his head to the side as he asks.
"Everything. What happened to me a couple years ago, it just keeps coming back. I've always felt like it was my fault, like I would never come back from it. I want to thank you for being here for me in my hardest times. I'm surprised you're not scared of what I've been through that you haven't left yet.." Some tears stream down my face as I finish what I'm saying.
"I understand. I'm your best friend, I would never leave your side in your hardest times. You and I, have a bond that could never be broken." He comes around the island in the kitchen to the chair I was sitting at, rubbing my back.
"Thank you, D." I smile a little, wiping my tears away.
"You tryna go get some dinner, than go to the studio? Chinese maybe?" He asks, still rubbing my back.
"Of course, let me go get changed and put on some makeup." I run upstairs. _________________________________________ selenatheg_ posted :
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163,899 likes | 2,079 comments Going to get chinese, than to the studio with ma nigga! 😋 tagged ; @xanxiety
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