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Diego's POV

I was sitting on the couch with Selena, she fell asleep on my lap. I just ran my fingers through her hair while everybody else was outside smoking.

I turned the tv on so I could watch something sense I was getting a little bored with just sitting here.

Selena started to shift around to where she had her arms around my waist. I just smiled a little bit.

"Diegoooo!" I hear Veronica yell through the house.

"Couch." I say scrolling through Netflix, looking for something new to watch.

Stranger things it is, I think to myself.

"Aww.. look at you guys." Veronica says smiling from ear to ear.

She sits down in the recliner on the right side of the couch, sighing from exhaustion.

"Have you told her yet?" She asks.

"Told me what." I hear Selena ask with her eyes still closed.

"Fuck.." I think to myself.

"Let's go talk, Sel.." I say to her has she sits up, walking towards the stairs as I go along with her.

We both walk upstairs to my room. I close the door behind us and we both sit on the bed.

"I have to tell you something. You don't have to say anything back, but here goes nothing. Listen Sel, I really have feelings for you. I always have. I know what you've been going through for the past 3-4 years, and I know it is really hard for you to get through all of this bullshit. I'm not trying to push you to do something you don't want to do at all. If you have something to get off your chest, now is the time." I say to her, out of breath and nervous at what she has to say next.

"I care about you Diego, a lot. But I'm not fully ready for a relationship yet. The guy I was with ruined my life.. he did more than just cheat on me multiple times..." She says looking down at her hands, looking hurt and confused.

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Author's note, honey bunches of oats.

Yes, cliffhanger asf. 

Here I am with another update. I'm going to be completely honest with you guys, this story is sort of based on my life. Half of it is true, half of it is just for your entertainment. 

I hope you guys are enjoying so far, tho. 

Thank you for reading this story that's half fiction/half non-fiction.

Angel ; aka Skittles ; aka sxvxgeeeex