Selena's POV
My boyfriend told me the night before he wanted to come over.
It was 10:30 in the morning when he showed up at my doorstep. My dad was at work.
As soon as he walked in and we went to my room he pushed me down and started kissing me.
He never asked me if this was ok.
Next thing I know he's making me take of my clothes and he's on top of me.
"Ivan, stop please.." I say quietly because I was scared.
He kept going.
"IVAN, PLEASE STOP!" I yell at this point
He still wouldn't stop.
"STOP! YOU'RE HURTING ME!" I cry out.
I wake up from my dream and Diego's next to me trying to get me to calm down.
"Shh, baby girl. It's ok.." he says while rubbing my shoulder.
"No it's not, Diego. He hurt me." I say between me sobbing.
"I know, but he's been out of your life for a long time. I'm here to protect you now." He says trying to calm me.
"Will you lay with me for a little bit?" I ask, in desperate need of his presence.
"Of course." He smiles a little.
We both lay down. I lay on his chest while he runs his fingers through my hair.
We both ended up drifting off and going to sleep.
_________________________________________12 in the afternoon
I woke up to Diego gone. He must've been downstairs watching TV.
After my night terror, I was so stressed my stomach ached.
I grabbed some clothes and my towel so I could go take a bath.
Before I went into the bathroom to start the bath water, I heard something going on downstairs.
I ran down the stairs and heard Diego yelling.
"Fuck out my house! I'm not fucking with you, I got love for someone else now! Why don't you understand that?" He yells, stomping off towards the living room not even noticing me standing on the stairs.
I just run back up the stairs and go take my bath.
After bath : 12:45 p.m.
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_________________________________________Authors note, babes.
I got school tomorrow, fml. Ain't nobody tryna fuck with the bullshit. Smh.
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