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"and I don't feel the same, I'm so numb."

Selena's POV

I sat in the waiting room for my therapy session. I was staring into space when I heard my name being called.

"Selena Gallegos?" The therapist looks around.

I get up out of my seat and walk towards her.

"Hi, how are you doing today?" She asks with a simpathy smile.

"Great!" I sarcastically answer.

1 hour later

After my therapy session, instead of Diego picking me up. Ethan did. I didn't feel like talking to anybody else except for Ethan.

"How was it?" He asks as I get in the car and buckle my seatbelt.

"I just want to go home.."

"Ok, you hungry?" He drives away from the building.

"French fries and a cheeseburger." I stare blankly out of my window.

After we went to Wendy's we drove towards Diego's house.

"Listen, Selena. I know what you're going through. I mean I don't fully understand. But at some point you have to talk to Diego. You can't hold a grudge against him forever." He says, looking towards me than back at the road.

"I'm not sure what I should say to him, Ethan. That's all. This was something traumatic for me and I really just want to stop thinking about it for once, got it?" I say eating my cheeseburger than taking a sip of my Dr. Pepper.

"I understand.." He just keeps looking at the road while trying to eat his food as well.

"I can tell he really cares for you, though. Just please talk to him soon for the sake of his fragile little heart." He chuckles a little after finishing his sentence.

Fragile heart my ass. I think to myself.

"I'll talk to him once we get in the house." I tell him as we pull into the driveway.

I walked up to the door and got my key out to open the door. Once I walked in the door, I couldn't believe my eyes.

This whole relationship we had just took a huge turn.

But not in a bad way.

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Author's note, tortilla chips. 

I'm so fucking stressed right now, school got me messed uppp.

But it's all good :) 

I'm thinking once this book is completed I'm going to write one in spanish, or at least try. For the people who can't speak/read english 

We'll see.

I'm out this bitch!! 

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