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babygirl😍:
seriously Diego?

babygirl😍:
you know what?
fuck you.

babygirl😍:
im packing my shit and
leaving.

Read 1:03 a.m.

I decided to not text her back. I had just popped a couple xans.

"Hey baby." I heard a girl say.

I giggled a little.

"Wassup?" I asked, slurring my words.

"You mind if I sit here?" She asked, sitting on my lap.

After that everything was blurry, and I couldn't tell what was going on.

Selena's POV

I packed all my shit up and had Ethan pick me up. I couldn't take this. This is what I had anxiety about. This is what I didn't want to happen to me. I thought he was different than all these other guys, but I was wrong. He's just like every other guy.

I looked around the house one last time, closed the door and walked to Ethan's car.

I had tears streaming down my face. My hair was blowing in the wind.

Ethan got out of the driver's seat, and walked towards me.

I fell to my knees and put my face in my hands.

"Shh, it's okay." I heard Ethan say as I cried in his chest.

He never wanted me. Nobody wants me.

I always ask myself why does people keep hurting me?

But I keep letting these people hurt me.
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authors note, ramen noodles con Sriracha.

I wanted ramen noodles with Sriracha now.

I still don't feel good. I have such a bad cold.

Ima be updating my rant book like 3 times today, so be ready for that.

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