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I just stood there with tears streaming down my face.

It was Steven and Brielle, on the guest bed at Diego's house, fucking.

"Brielle, what the fuck???" I asked angrily.

She just layed under Steven, smiling.

I couldn't blame her because I had cheated on her with Veronica. I slammed the door closed and ran out of the house to leave.

bubba ethan😙:

fuck Brielle, dude

bubba ethan😙:

i know i cheated
on her with V.. but
damn.

Selena😍💘:

boi, get over her
already. im so sick
of hearing about
her dumbass. you
know damn well V
would treat you way
better!

Selena😍💘:

so stop playing,
and get over her
dumbass.

bubba ethan😙:

you're right, thanks
ma. I just wish she
wasn't my first love..

read 4:37 p.m.

Diego's POV

"If I ever cheat on you, please beat my ass." I chuckle.

Selena just shakes her head and laughs a little. I felt bad for Brielle at first, but now I just feel bad for Ethan.

I had a gig tonight and I planned on bringing Selena up on stage and giving her a promise ring. We had only been together for 2 months, but that doesn't matter. She's been my best friend and I've been her's since day one.

"Baby, where something cute tonight for my gig." I tell her as I finish making both of us sandwiches.

Later that night

It was 6:30 and we had to be at the venue by 7:30.

"Selena, vamanos!" I yell up the stairs.

"Coming!!" She yells back.

selenatheg_ posted;

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omw to my baby's gig! esketitttt😌

tagged: @xanxiety

user4: AYYYE FIU, ILY BTW

lilmav_: ok babes, I see you!😍

selenatheg_: @lilmav_ much love mamas😙

arnoldisdead: Diego better hide you in a closet cause god damn

xanxiety: look at my baby 😍😍💔 but watch tf out Arnold I ain't playin wit you @arnoldisdead

user67: ^ ahaaaa

ekat19: best friend ❤️

selenatheg_: @ekat19 love you bubs!

user55: oh shiii now he's cheating with Selena...

user79: stfu @user55 they're just hella close.

Diego's POV

It was almost time for me to go on stage. Selena was sitting backstage with everybody smoking a blunt and taking shots. I didn't like when she got drunk. I understand her wanting to get high because it helps her anxiety. But her getting drunk is a whole different story.

"Y'all ready for lil xan?!!" The DJ shouts towards the crowd.

Everybody in the crowd was yelling "xanarchy."

"AYYYE, WHATS UP L.A? HOW Y'ALL DOING TONIGHT??" I shout towards the crowd. All of them jumping with excitement.

Slingshot started blasting out of the speakers.
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Authors note.

I'm sick asf with a cold 😔

So I'll be updating a lot throughout the weekend and today. Or I'll at least try.

Heartbreak soldiers 💔
Xanarchy militia 💊

Angel ; aka Skittles ; aka sxvxgeeeex