the nanny {d.t}

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"I miss you so much momma" Cameron cries. He placed the roses on her tombstone.

I had sky in my arms because she was just too weak to even stand up. She haven't stopped crying since we got here. I rub her back and place a small kiss on her cheek.

"How are you doing up there, mommy?" Alex asked. My hearts breaks for them. Seeing them this weak hurts me so so much.

"You know I've been a bad child since you left but I promise I'll try and change. Maybe" Chris said. They were all on the ground right in front of the tombstone.

"I-I w-want to go home" Sky whispers in my ear. I look at Ethan and somehow he knew and took sky out of my arms.

"W-We'll go home in few with Blake" Xavier tells Ethan and he nods leaving with Sky.

"Blake come sit" Chris said. I nod and sit by them. They all look at the sky and I can hear their sniffles. I wrap my arm around Cameron and he rests his head on my shoulder.

"M-Momma this is Blake. She's helped us in many ways. I can't thank her enough" Cameron says. I smile and rub the side of his arm.

"When you passed away and dad hired so many nannies we all promised to torture every single one of them until they quit. We accomplished that but then Blake came along and actually survived all our pranks, communicated with us, and just be there for us. We knew it would never work trying to get rid of her. Technically I never pranked her but time went by and we all fell in love with her. More specifically the way she loved us" Xavier added.

"Our lives are like a story. Everyone's life is. But what makes ours different from others is that it's a story that doesn't end with happiness and I think it never will" He continues. I was about to say something but he continues.

"Not at all saying it's terrible, but if I weren't living this life right now and I were someone else and i saw someone go through the stuff we are going through I would say it's fucked up. I don't understand how people can go through this much. I hate how I let you down mom. I truly do. I promised I would take care of my siblings and I let you down" He lets more tears run down. Again I was about to say something but decided not to. I thought he wouldn't say anything else but he continued.

"We don't have it rough Mom. Dad does. In our perspective he seems like an asshole but none of us actually know what he's going through. He never communicates with anyone no matter how much you tell him to. He's a strong person, who I've disrespected over the years, who I've let down. I miss the old him, I miss the old me. I just miss e-everything. I m-miss you m-mom"  he cries. Oh my god. I wipe my tears quickly. Aaliyah hugs him from the side and they both cry.

"You know mom, dad re-married and I think that's what's wrong here. He doesn't love her. Never have and for sure never will. And now here comes Blake into the story again. She made my dad happy again. Something we haven't seen since you left. I know my dad loved Blake, actually he still does. We all want him happy and when him and Blake got together he was extremely happy. Like if he got another life and is re-starting it his new lover" Aaliyah said.

"Now, here comes the witch into the story. I actually knew Isabel before we all met Blake. She was dad's co-worker for 3 years. Months
after you passed away she was hired. One day she came over and was in dad's office. I didn't think much of it because it was for business only. But I went in they were kissing. You have no idea how bad I felt seeing that. Seeing dad kiss another woman only months after your passing. I stood by the door and he never noticed, he pulled away and told her to never do that again. I wasn't thinking straight and said so many things to him. Isabel was the one that made me hate any nanny that walked into our home, because I thought dad would fall for one of them" she continued. I'm so speechless.